Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camilla: A Tale of a Violin: Being the Artist Life of Camilla Urso
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Even mother had to help. At Nantes she had spent many a happy hour in
fancy needle-work and embroidery. In Paris the work was followed for
twelve hours a day that she might earn two francs and so help keep that
terrible wolf from coming up the stairs. Aunt Caroline kept house and
made the children’s clothing go as far as possible. All helped as well
as they could. They must stay in Paris. Camilla must keep on at the
Conservatory. There were two years more of study before her. She had put
her hand to the plow and could not turn back. They must all stay and
help her through.
The Winter passed away and the Spring came. Absorbed in her studies
Camilla hardly noticed it except to observe that her thin clothing was
more comfortable. It cost less to live in the Summer, and when in June
her ninth birth-day came and she was eight years old, they became more
hopeful. Perhaps they could pull through after all.
It was in vain. With the Summer came the dull times in business and
their case grew more and more desperate. There was no wealthy friend
near to help them. No grand Prince stood ready to pay the bills, after
the fashion of the good Prince who helped the young Haydn on in his
studies. They had not a single rich friend in the world.
Camilla might get on very well through the warm weather with her present
suit. But, to study or practice she must have good food and plenty of
it. She looked pale and pinched enough, poor child, and her dress was
too small for comfort. Something must be done or they would all starve.
They must take her away from the Conservatory or find more money.
In their distress they applied to Massart and the officers of the
Conservatory. The master was very angry. “What! Go away for six months!
Give concerts! It was a shame to lose so much time just when she was
doing so well.”
No. If Camilla left the Conservatory she could not come back. That is
what they said. And so it was all over and this was the wretched end of
all their trying. It was hard to give up. What could they do? The Summer
term was almost over. The summer vacation was at hand. Camilla might
give a few concerts during the vacation. The money might help them along
another winter and then they would be in want again. The vacation would
not give them time to accomplish all they wished. They hoped by making
an extended tour to earn enough money to support them a year or more.
It was the only thing to be done and after making proper representation
to the authorities of the Conservatory permission was given. Camilla
might be absent six months and then resume her place in the classes.
This was a great concession. Only Camilla’s undoubted genius, her desire
to study, and her poverty caused them to break over their rules in this
matter. Massart too, gave his consent and said he would resume her
instruction without charge when she returned.