Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
John Stuart Mill · en
“I mean that there are people who carry their pride even here. Now,
this Demoiselle Gautier, it appears she lived a bit free, if you’ll
excuse my saying so. Poor lady, she’s dead now; there’s no more of her
left than of them that no one has a word to say against. We water them
every day. Well, when the relatives of the folk that are buried beside
her found out the sort of person she was, what do you think they said?
That they would try to keep her out from here, and that there ought to
be a piece of ground somewhere apart for these sort of women, like
there is for the poor. Did you ever hear of such a thing? I gave it to
them straight, I did: well-to-do folk who come to see their dead four
times a year, and bring their flowers themselves, and what flowers! and
look twice at the keep of them they pretend to cry over, and write on
their tombstones all about the tears they haven’t shed, and come and
make difficulties about their neighbours. You may believe me or not,
sir, I never knew the young lady; I don’t know what she did. Well, I’m
quite in love with the poor thing; I look after her well, and I let her
have her camellias at an honest price. She is the dead body that I like
the best. You see, sir, we are obliged to love the dead, for we are
kept so busy, we have hardly time to love anything else.”
I looked at the man, and some of my readers will understand, without my
needing to explain it to them, the emotion which I felt on hearing him.
He observed it, no doubt, for he went on:
“They tell me there were people who ruined themselves over that girl,
and lovers that worshipped her; well, when I think there isn’t one of
them that so much as buys her a flower now, that’s queer, sir, and sad.
And, after all, she isn’t so badly off, for she has her grave to
herself, and if there is only one who remembers her, he makes up for
the others. But we have other poor girls here, just like her and just
her age, and they are just thrown into a pauper’s grave, and it breaks
my heart when I hear their poor bodies drop into the earth. And not a
soul thinks about them any more, once they are dead! ’Tisn’t a merry
trade, ours, especially when we have a little heart left. What do you
expect? I can’t help it. I have a fine, strapping girl myself; she’s
just twenty, and when a girl of that age comes here I think of her, and
I don’t care if it’s a great lady or a vagabond, I can’t help feeling
it a bit. But I am taking up your time, sir, with my tales, and it
wasn’t to hear them you came here. I was told to show you Mlle.
Gautier’s grave; here you have it. Is there anything else I can do for
you?”
“Do you know M. Armand Duval’s address?” I asked.
“Yes; he lives at Rue de ——; at least, that’s where I always go to get
my money for the flowers you see there.”
“Thanks, my good man.”