“And you started to come back before you were really well?” “If I had remained in the place for another week, I should have died there.” “Well, now you are back again, you must take care of yourself; your friends will come and look after you; myself, first of all, if you will allow me.” “I shall get up in a couple of hours.” “It would be very unwise.” “I must.” “What have you to do in such a great hurry?” “I must go to the inspector of police.” “Why do you not get one of your friends to see after the matter? It is likely to make you worse than you are now.” “It is my only chance of getting better. I must see her. Ever since I heard of her death, especially since I saw her grave, I have not been able to sleep. I can not realize that this woman, so young and so beautiful when I left her, is really dead. I must convince myself of it. I must see what God has done with a being that I have loved so much, and perhaps the horror of the sight will cure me of my despair. Will you accompany me, if it won’t be troubling you too much?” “What did her sister say about it?” “Nothing. She seemed greatly surprised that a stranger wanted to buy a plot of ground and give Marguerite a new grave, and she immediately signed the authorization that I asked her for.” “Believe me, it would be better to wait until you are quite well.” “Have no fear; I shall be quite composed. Besides, I should simply go out of my mind if I were not to carry out a resolution which I have set myself to carry out. I swear to you that I shall never be myself again until I have seen Marguerite. It is perhaps the thirst of the fever, a sleepless night’s dream, a moment’s delirium; but though I were to become a Trappist, like M. de Rance’, after having seen, I will see.” “I understand,” I said to Armand, “and I am at your service. Have you seen Julie Duprat?” “Yes, I saw her the day I returned, for the first time.” “Did she give you the papers that Marguerite had left for you?” Armand drew a roll of papers from under his pillow, and immediately put them back. “I know all that is in these papers by heart,” he said. “For three weeks I have read them ten times over every day. You shall read them, too, but later on, when I am calmer, and can make you understand all the love and tenderness hidden away in this confession. For the moment I want you to do me a service.” “What is it?” “Your cab is below?” “Yes. “Well, will you take my passport and ask if there are any letters for me at the poste restante? My father and sister must have written to me at Paris, and I went away in such haste that I did not go and see before leaving. When you come back we will go together to the inspector of police, and arrange for to-morrow’s ceremony.” Armand handed me his passport, and I went to Rue Jean Jacques Rousseau. There were two letters addressed to Duval. I took them and returned. When I re-entered the room Armand was dressed and ready to go out.