Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
John Stuart Mill · en
Three months afterward a man took pity on her and tried to heal her,
morally and physically; but the last shock had been too violent, and
Louise died of it. The mother still lives; how? God knows.
This story returned to my mind while I looked at the silver toilet
things, and a certain space of time must have elapsed during these
reflections, for no one was left in the room but myself and an
attendant, who, standing near the door, was carefully watching me to
see that I did not pocket anything.
I went up to the man, to whom I was causing so much anxiety. “Sir,” I
said, “can you tell me the name of the person who formerly lived here?”
“Mademoiselle Marguerite Gautier.”
I knew her by name and by sight.
“What!” I said to the attendant; “Marguerite Gautier is dead?”
“Yes, sir.”
“When did she die?”
“Three weeks ago, I believe.”
“And why are the rooms on view?”
“The creditors believe that it will send up the prices. People can see
beforehand the effect of the things; you see that induces them to buy.”
“She was in debt, then?”
“To any extent, sir.”
“But the sale will cover it?”
“And more too.”
“Who will get what remains over?”
“Her family.”
“She had a family?”
“It seems so.”
“Thanks.”
The attendant, reassured as to my intentions, touched his hat, and I
went out.
“Poor girl!” I said to myself as I returned home; “she must have had a
sad death, for, in her world, one has friends only when one is
perfectly well.” And in spite of myself I began to feel melancholy over
the fate of Marguerite Gautier.
It will seem absurd to many people, but I have an unbounded sympathy
for women of this kind, and I do not think it necessary to apologize
for such sympathy.
One day, as I was going to the Prefecture for a passport, I saw in one
of the neighbouring streets a poor girl who was being marched along by
two policemen. I do not know what was the matter. All I know is that
she was weeping bitterly as she kissed an infant only a few months old,
from whom her arrest was to separate her. Since that day I have never
dared to despise a woman at first sight.
Chapter II
The sale was to take place on the 16th. A day’s interval had been left
between the visiting days and the sale, in order to give time for
taking down the hangings, curtains, etc. I had just returned from
abroad. It was natural that I had not heard of Marguerite’s death among
the pieces of news which one’s friends always tell on returning after
an absence. Marguerite was a pretty woman; but though the life of such
women makes sensation enough, their death makes very little. They are
suns which set as they rose, unobserved. Their death, when they die
young, is heard of by all their lovers at the same moment, for in Paris
almost all the lovers of a well-known woman are friends. A few
recollections are exchanged, and everybody’s life goes on as if the
incident had never occurred, without so much as a tear.