Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
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Prudence was right: the answer that she had brought to Marguerite had
put her into a good humour.
“Will you forgive me for my bad temper tonight?” she said, taking my
hand.
“I am ready to forgive you as often as you like.”
“And you love me?”
“Madly.”
“In spite of my bad disposition?”
“In spite of all.”
“You swear it?”
“Yes,” I said in a whisper.
Nanine entered, carrying plates, a cold chicken, a bottle of claret,
and some strawberries.
“I haven’t had any punch made,” said Nanine; “claret is better for you.
Isn’t it, sir?”
“Certainly,” I replied, still under the excitement of Marguerite’s last
words, my eyes fixed ardently upon her.
“Good,” said she; “put it all on the little table, and draw it up to
the bed; we will help ourselves. This is the third night you have sat
up, and you must be in want of sleep. Go to bed. I don’t want anything
more.”
“Shall I lock the door?”
“I should think so! And above all, tell them not to admit anybody
before midday.”
Chapter XII
At five o’clock in the morning, as the light began to appear through
the curtains, Marguerite said to me: “Forgive me if I send you away;
but I must. The duke comes every morning; they will tell him, when he
comes, that I am asleep, and perhaps he will wait until I wake.”
I took Marguerite’s head in my hands; her loosened hair streamed about
her; I gave her a last kiss, saying: “When shall I see you again?”
“Listen,” she said; “take the little gilt key on the mantelpiece, open
that door; bring me back the key and go. In the course of the day you
shall have a letter, and my orders, for you know you are to obey
blindly.”
“Yes; but if I should already ask for something?”
“What?”
“Let me have that key.”
“What you ask is a thing I have never done for anyone.”
“Well, do it for me, for I swear to you that I don’t love you as the
others have loved you.”
“Well, keep it; but it only depends on me to make it useless to you,
after all.”
“How?”
“There are bolts on the door.”
“Wretch!”
“I will have them taken off.”
“You love, then, a little?”
“I don’t know how it is, but it seems to me as if I do! Now, go; I
can’t keep my eyes open.”
I held her in my arms for a few seconds and then went.
The streets were empty, the great city was still asleep, a sweet
freshness circulated in the streets that a few hours later would be
filled with the noise of men. It seemed to me as if this sleeping city
belonged to me; I searched my memory for the names of those whose
happiness I had once envied; and I could not recall one without finding
myself the happier.