Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
John Stuart Mill · en
Far be it from me to make out our heroine to be anything but what she
was. As long as she remained at Bagnères, the promise she had made to
the duke had not been hard to keep, and she had kept it; but, once back
in Paris, it seemed to her, accustomed to a life of dissipation, of
balls, of orgies, as if the solitude, only interrupted by the duke’s
stated visits, would kill her with boredom, and the hot breath of her
old life came back across her head and heart.
We must add that Marguerite had returned more beautiful than she had
ever been; she was but twenty, and her malady, sleeping but not
subdued, continued to give her those feverish desires which are almost
always the result of diseases of the chest.
It was a great grief to the duke when his friends, always on the
lookout for some scandal on the part of the woman with whom, it seemed
to them, he was compromising himself, came to tell him, indeed to prove
to him, that at times when she was sure of not seeing him she received
other visits, and that these visits were often prolonged till the
following day. On being questioned, Marguerite admitted everything to
the duke, and advised him, without _arrière-pensée_, to concern himself
with her no longer, for she felt incapable of carrying out what she had
undertaken, and she did not wish to go on accepting benefits from a man
whom she was deceiving. The duke did not return for a week; it was all
he could do, and on the eighth day he came to beg Marguerite to let him
still visit her, promising that he would take her as she was, so long
as he might see her, and swearing that he would never utter a reproach
against her, not though he were to die of it.
This, then, was the state of things three months after Marguerite’s
return; that is to say, in November or December, 1842.
Chapter III