Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country life — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Catherine's coquetries : $b A tale of French country life
John Stuart Mill · en
Since the wedding of Jacques Percier and Suzanne, life had been all but
unendurable in the pretty little cottage at the corner of the wood.
Savin, convinced that his wife no longer loved him, experienced the
countless pangs of ruined affection. Catherine had continued to pose as
a martyr and he had persecuted her until she was indeed to be pitied.
He had brutally resolved to give her cause to complain. He had exacted
that the house should be irreproachably neat and orderly, and that the
meals should be ready precisely on the hour. The breach had widened day
by day. Savin had become more rude and Catherine more irreconcilable.
They had addressed each other only in terms of hatred or anger. Nearly
every day there had been disagreeable scenes between the two.
“Do not force me to use violence,” said Barrau savagely one day, at
which remark Catherine was naturally indignant. Both were at love’s
antipodes. All peace was at an end, and the more Catherine reflected
the more she felt that nothing but her husband’s death could bring
relief. And having an overwhelming desire to confide in somebody, she
had thought of Bruno. But now she perceived how revolting it must have
been to his noble mind. The words she had spoken had stunned and driven
him away. However, she would not have told Bruno had he not urged, nay
begged, her to do so. He had presumed, of course, that she was going
to propose an elopement, and while that would have been a serious
undertaking, he felt able to brave all for her. Once far away from St.
Benoit, he had dreamed of working for Catherine and devoting himself to
her happiness.
But when he heard the young woman proposing to kill Savin he could
scarcely trust his ears, and we already have seen with what fear
he fled from her. Like most of the peasants, Bruno was a very good
marksman. He could handle a gun with considerable skill, and the
idea had occurred to Catherine to address him just as she would have
made the same proposition, under similar circumstances, to Firmin,
Fadard, or even to Andoche, if the latter ever had had a thought for
anything but the bottle. But Bruno was desperately in love with her
and professedly willing to die for her sake. But she did not know that
Bruno would sooner cut off his right hand or tear out his heart than
lie in wait for an honest man to kill him. Not even for love’s sake
could he resort to treachery and villainy.
Noticing how Bruno received her terrible suggestion, she had been moved
to contrition.
“He did right to leave me in dismay, the honest fellow,” she had said
as she entered the cottage. “I could embrace him for refusing. Who
knows but that he may save my life a second time? Brave Bruno!”