Christmas at Monticello with Thomas Jefferson — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Christmas at Monticello with Thomas Jefferson
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“And you went to school there,” mourned one of her daughters—Jefferson
was not yet entirely sure which was which—“and saw all those fashionable
people and the king and Napoleon and spoke French all the time, and we
have to learn French with that stupid Miss Fraker. You should hear her,
Grandpa. She pronounces French as it is spelled in English.”
“She says ‘Owy Owy,’ and we know it should be ‘wee wee,’” piped up a
smaller one. Was this Virginia or Ellen? He would have to put his family
tree in order soon before he mortally offended some of them.
“Grandfather will teach you proper French when he gets time,” promised
their mother. “He spent four years over there and I went to school there
and so did Aunt Maria. But not all that we saw was happy. We saw too
many beggars and hungry people in the streets, something you will never
see in Virginia.”
“We see blind Remus when we go to church,” said one child. “He sits on
the path with his hat in his hand and says, ‘Please, li’l missy, give
ole Remus a penny?’”
“And if we put our penny in his hat, then we have nothing when the
verger comes around with the alms basin and he gives us a disgusted
look,” said another.
“Remus doesn’t have to beg,” said Jefferson. “He is owned by a family
able to take care of him.”
“Maybe he likes it. Sitting in the sun and hearing people pass.”
“If he’s sitting there now, he’s being snowed on,” said young Francis
Eppes gravely, standing at the window. It was the first time the quiet,
brown-haired boy had spoken and Jefferson from his seat in the old
revolving chair looked at him sharply. This was his beloved younger
daughter Maria’s only child. Maria, christened Mary, called Polly, and
later changing her name in the convent to Maria, pronounced in the
Italian fashion. Maria was gone now these four years but the pain of her
loss was still a quivering fiber of anguish in Thomas Jefferson’s heart.
She had died, as his own young wife had died, when her daughters were
small, having borne too many children, wasting away after the last
childbirth, fading slowly day by day. Polly’s young husband, Jack Eppes,
still lived at Eppington not far away, but Francis spent a great deal of
time at Monticello with Martha’s healthy, noisy brood.
“Come here, Francis,” Jefferson called gently. “Come here and let your
grandfather look at you.”
“He’s always moping and looking out windows,” volunteered a young
Randolph. “It’s because he hasn’t any mother.”
“Come and talk to me, Francis,” urged Jefferson. “You and I should be
friends. I have no mother either.”
The boy came obediently and stood by the arm of the chair, his big eyes,
so like Polly’s, very sober.
“Old people don’t have mothers, sir,” he said.
“But I did. Till I was a grown up man. I had a handsome mother whose
name was Jane and I still think about her when I stand and look out of
windows. I wonder if I’m the kind of a man she would have wanted me to
be.”