Christmas at Monticello with Thomas Jefferson — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Christmas at Monticello with Thomas Jefferson
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“My comparative study of all the Indian languages,” he fretted. “Some
one must go back at once. Thomas, send two boys down the river in a
canoe tomorrow to search the bank where all these parcels were unloaded
from the barge. That Indian work could be valuable. I meant to pursue it
further. It must not be lost.”
The lost box was found a few days later. It had been torn open on the
muddy river bank and obviously the thieves, seeking for money, had been
disappointed in the contents, for the precious papers were torn and
scattered far and wide. What little could be salvaged, Martha dried and
pressed but little was legible on the sodden sheets.
Thomas Jefferson’s years of study of the Indian tongues was forever
lost.
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_Monticello: Summer, 1809_
Spring came burgeoning over the Virginia hills, warming quickly into
promise of summer. The bulbs Thomas Jefferson and his lost wife Martha
had planted so long ago pushed up through the damp earth and the
children came running excitedly to call him whenever a bud showed, tight
and green-sheathed above its protecting sword blades.
“Grandfather, come quick! The Roman Empress tulip has a big bud showing
and a teeny one.”
“Fine, Virginia.” She was one of the younger ones, still small enough so
that he could toss her on his shoulder. “We’ll go and see but not
touch.”
“We know. They turn brown and don’t open out to be flowers. Francis
pinched the Queen of the Amazons last spring and it never bloomed at
all.”
“And some little girl tattled, which isn’t nice, do you think?” he
teased, waiting for the others who invariably like hungry chicks came
flying out several doors whenever he walked on the lawn.
“Francis thinks he is kind of special because he doesn’t live here all
the time,” said Ellen, “but he does stay for long times and he has
lessons with us and so he shouldn’t be any different.”
“Francis,” explained Jefferson, “does not have a lot of people to love
him. He’s not rich in love like all the Randolphs. Now let us look into
the case of this foreign woman, the Roman Empress.”
He bent over the bed where the nubby little buds ventured up into the
thin, warming sun of spring. An old pain, long kept hidden deep stirred
again in him, stabbing at his heart, clasping icy fingers at his throat
to make an aching cramp there. Martha, his own Martha, so long gone, so
always present and living still in that deep place where no person, no
plaudit, no antagonism or ambition had ever been permitted. He could
almost see her long white fingers now, as they had pressed the warm
earth down lovingly over the dry, somnolent bulbs, always so delicately
careful not to break an embryo root or smother too deep the promise of
the crown.