Christmas at Sagamore Hill with Theodore Roosevelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Christmas at Sagamore Hill with Theodore Roosevelt
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“That’s the trouble with the whole country,” said Roosevelt. “In Albany
there are probably people already waiting, wanting something but wanting
no part of the financial responsibility of paying for it. The President
and Congress are bombarded constantly with requests to give benefits to
certain areas and groups of people but all those things cost money and
the money has to come from the people, the ordinary people like you and
me, gentlemen.”
How many times, he wondered, as the delegation left reluctantly,
grumbling among themselves, would he hear the same arguments in the next
two years? All at once, standing in his own doorway looking out at the
dark night sky which was already beginning to lower and spit a few more
flakes of snow, he felt a dread of the new task that till this moment
had stimulated and exhilarated him.
The peace and quiet of Sagamore Hill suddenly was doubly dear. The
fields and hills over which he had roamed with his children, the fringe
of wood where he had chopped down trees, exulting in every blow of the
ax, at seeing white chips fly wide. Here, he was thinking, he could have
lived, writing his books, watching over the growth and education of his
children, getting fatter with the years perhaps, less able to swim and
dive and wield an ax, or flash down a snowy slope on new skis.
He knew, however, a life like that was not for him. Action was essential
to him, positive and vigorous, and he could no more keep out of public
affairs than he could resign himself to sitting by a fireside all the
rest of his days. He could never sit still there. He was always jumping
up to discipline the blazing logs with firm jabs of the poker, or hurl
on more wood with a heave and a grunt.
He went to the fire now and found Edith sitting there with her usual
piece of sewing in her lap.
“It seems to be getting colder,” she remarked. “Those upstairs rooms are
really chilly. I do hope the governor’s house has an adequate heating
system; I dread the colds we get in winter and Ted’s chest is not really
strong.”
“There we’ll have steam no doubt, and boilers to burn coal. I’ve never
been inside the place but once and that was quite long ago. It’s a
gloomy old pile but we have to live in it.”
“It can’t be any harder to heat than this house,” said Edith, trying not
to let any of the odd feeling creep into her voice, the slight
reservation she had never voiced even to herself but that had always
been present deep in her mind—her own feeling about Sagamore Hill.
After all, it had been built for another women, the girl whom her
husband had deeply loved, Alice Lee. And it had been originally named
Leeholm. That Alice Lee had died before the first stone of the
foundation had been laid could not but remind Theodore now and then of
what he had lost, especially when he looked at Alice Lee’s daughter,
brisk, vigorous little Alice born with an assertive nature, blunt and
forthright, like his own.