Miss Simpson was so anxious to establish the fact of the marked
similarity in their tastes that she blundered into the declaration that
she doted on dogs, particularly bull-dogs. Mr Musgrave received this
statement coldly.
"I am afraid I cannot sympathise with your enthusiasm," he replied. "I
dislike dogs--particularly bull-dogs."
"Then why," asked Miss Simpson very naturally, "do you keep a bull-dog?"
"I am only taking care of it for a friend," he explained.
"How very kind of you," she gushed. "Such a responsibility, other
people's pets."
She embarked upon a windy dissertation about a cat she had once taken
charge of for some one, and the trouble and expense this ungrateful
animal had caused her.
"But you can't chain up a cat," she explained. "People are so selfish.
They never consider how they trespass on one's kindness."
"If service called for no sacrifice it would not be kindness," Mr
Musgrave replied sententiously.
"Ah, how true that is!" exclaimed Miss Simpson. "You have such a
comprehensive way of putting things. One _ought_ to be kind, of
course."
"I think," he replied with emphasis, "if the desire to be kind is
lacking, it is just as well to leave it alone."
"Yes," she acquiesced flatly. "That's true, too. But we most of us
desire to be kind, don't we?"
"No," he returned in his bluntest manner; he was feeling too annoyed to
wish to be civil. "I fancy in the majority of us that desire is a
negligible quantity."
"But not in you," she said insinuatingly.
"In me most pronouncedly," he asserted with conviction.
If this quality were not lacking in himself in a general sense he knew
at that moment it was most assuredly lacking in relation to her. Mr
Musgrave, having been guilty of ungraciousness, was immediately ashamed
of his irritation, and during the remainder of the walk he sought to
atone for his former discourtesy by a greater amiability than Miss
Simpson was accustomed to from him--a mistaken form of kindness which
led to the encouragement of all manner of false hopes in Miss Simpson's
maiden mind.
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX.
John Musgrave sat at his solitary breakfast-table and regarded the
covered dishes before him with, for the first time within his memory, so
little interest in their contents that he felt a strange disinclination
to uncover them. This lack of appetite, he decided, resulted either
from indisposition or from approaching age. Since he felt no
indisposition, he attributed it to the latter cause. Persons of
advancing middle-age were less hearty than youth at the beginning of the
day. That was only natural. Therefore he did not lift the covers, but
made an indifferent breakfast of toast and coffee.