Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
John Stuart Mill · en
Woman's hair never seems to achieve a definite recognition in the scheme
of its wearer. Some women regard their hair as an adornment, which it
is, and take trouble that other people shall recognise its claim as an
asset in feminine decorativeness; with other women it would seem that
the human head suffers this objectionable growth only because nature
insists upon it as an essential part of her design. They brush it back
from the face in strained disapproval, and further abuse it by screwing
it into as tight a ball as circumstances permit. No frivolous abandon
is allowed; pins, and even pomade, are resorted to, until what is
undoubtedly beautiful in itself is rendered sufficiently unbecoming to
soothe the most fastidiously decorous mind.
Miss Simpson belonged to this latter category. By instinct Miss Simpson
was modest to the verge of prudery. But as, in the inconsistency of
human nature, a good person is often streaked with evil, and an evil
person possesses a strain of goodness, so Miss Simpson, despite her
prudery, had a touch of the softer sentiments which no woman should be
without. This weakness led to the cherishing of a romantic passion for
Mr Musgrave, which so far overcame her natural decorum as to drive her
to open pursuit of the object of her middle-aged affections. From
anyone else a written proposal to a man would have appealed to her in
the light of an offence against every womanly tradition; but in her own
case circumstances allowed for the forsaking of her principles, even
demanded this sacrifice of her. Plainly John Musgrave would have liked
to propose; but he was a shy man. His gentlemanly refusal of her offer
was, she recognised, prompted by this same shyness, and not at all from
disinclination towards a life-partnership with herself. Eventually she
trusted this not unmanly shyness would be conquered so far as to give
him the courage to open the courtship which she felt he was always on
the verge of beginning.