Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
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"I suppose that's it," he answered, a little relieved, it occurred to
her, by this explanation of what had appeared to him inexplicable.
"Yes; that's the reason, undoubtedly. I am glad you have your boys,
Belle."
"So am I," she returned gently, and kissed him good-night, and left him
standing alone on the dim landing with his lighted candle in his hand.
He sighed as he listened to the closing of her bedroom door. Then he
entered his own room, his mind still intent upon her, so that for a long
time he remained Inactive, gazing abstractedly at a picture of his
mother hanging on his wall, comparing the sweet, lined face with the
younger face of the daughter, who came and went in the old home,
bringing the sunshine with her, and taking it with her again when she
left. He envied Charlie Sommers more than he envied any man on earth.
And yet John Musgrave would have been surprised had anyone told him that
he was lonely. He enjoyed, he believed, all the companionship that a
man requires. But no one, unless he be a misanthropist, is entirely
happy in the possession of a solitary hearth.
On the following morning Mrs Chadwick introduced the subject of her
departure. She did not expect Mr Musgrave to be overwhelmed with
distress at the announcement of her intention; nor was he; nevertheless,
with the memory of his overnight reflections flooding his brain, he did
not feel the relief he imagined he would feel at the prospect of having
his house to himself once more. He was, oddly enough, growing
accustomed to Mrs Chadwick. When she was not personal she was
decidedly interesting, and not infrequently amusing. And when she left
he knew Belle purposed leaving also. It was not convenient for her to
be away from home just then. She had come solely to oblige Mrs
Chadwick, whose recognition of this service influenced her more than her
pretended alarm of her host in hastening her arrangements.
"I am sorry you are thinking of returning already," Mr Musgrave said,
expressing only his sincere sentiments, and not obeying, as his visitor
believed, the prompting of his habitual courtesy. "It appears to me
that you have given yourself a very limited time, considering the
magnitude of your undertakings. I would not have believed it possible
that anyone could do so much in a week."
"I came with all my plans cut and dried, you see; and my appointments
with people were prearranged. The work at the Hall will be finished in
less than two months, and we shall be settled in well before Christmas.
I dislike delay."
"Yes," said Mr Musgrave, disliking haste equally. "Moresby inhabitants
will be glad to see the Hall occupied again. They have been accustomed
to look to the Hall for a lead."
"They will get it, that's certain," Belle put in, smiling. "I am coming
down on you at Christmas, John, to see the fun."