Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Coelebs: The Love Story of a Bachelor
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Mr Musgrave would have been surprised could he have penetrated Mrs
Chadwick's opinion of himself. Mrs Chadwick had formed an opinion
early in their intercourse; she saw no reason to modify it later; and
she was confirmed in it when she read some of his sonnets in the
carefully preserved back numbers of the _Parish Magazine_. There were
sonnets to the different seasons; sonnets to childhood, to youth, to
flowers, to a cloud effect in a windswept sky, and to the autumnal
tints. There was not, in the whole, she observed without surprise, a
single reference to love. Verse-making without that essential quality
must be a difficult process, she reflected. Had Byron possessed John
Musgrave's temperament, it is doubtful that he would have attained to
immortality. John Musgrave with a touch of the Byronic weakness might
have been interesting, and would certainly have been lovable. Coldness
of itself is scarcely a virtue, nor is it an endearing characteristic.
The man possessed of a big heart and a quite legitimate inclination
towards the opposite sex is human; and Mrs Chadwick loved humanity.
The most human types she had as yet discovered in Moresby were those of
the vicar and his wife, and Robert. Robert and the new mistress of the
Hall were allies. Robert held the sex, as a sex, in contempt; that was
the code of his class; and a very pronounced dread of the length of
Hannah's tongue, added to a proper recognition of Hannah's muscular
development, had accomplished little towards mitigating this sense of
masculine superiority. He considered the utterance of Saint Paul, that
it is better to marry than to burn, the most supreme wisdom that a man
has ever given expression to. On Occasions he was a little doubtful
whether it were not better to burn. He had tried marriage, but he had
not tried burning, and so could not give a definite opinion. But for
Mrs Chadwick he entertained an unbounded respect. Robert perhaps had a
touch of the Byronic temperament; and Mrs Chadwick on coming out of
church had given him one of her radiant smiles. Subsequently she
stopped him in the road and chatted with him in an easy, intimate way
that Robert described as "haffable." She began by asking him if he had
a wife. Robert admitted this possession reluctantly; and, upon further
inquiries, owned with even less enthusiasm to a son.
"Only one?" she said.
"One's more'n enough for me," Robert answered sourly. "Brought up
respectable, 'e was, and confirmed under Mr Errol; and then," Robert
jerked his thumb over his shoulder as though in indication of the
direction the errant youth had followed, "'e takes up with a young
woman, and turns Plymouth Brother to please 'er. Preaches, 'e does...
they mostly do. Dresses 'isself up, and tramps five miles, and 'ollers
to a lot more of 'em about their sins. Disgraceful, that's wot I calls
it."
"Perhaps he thinks he is doing good," she suggested.
Robert smiled grimly.