“None; within the purview of my modest intelligence; none. Always would
I rather be; a cheerful coal-heaver; than a philosopher who is learned,
dull, and more depressing than the bise du nord.”
That was meant for Mr. Shatov! The pale sensitive features were
quivering in control .... her fury changed to joy as she leapt between
them murmuring reflectively out across the table that she agreed, but
had met many depressing coal-heavers and knew nothing about philosophers
dull or otherwise. In the ensuing comfortable dead silence she wandered
away marvelling at her eloquence..... _Cats_ said that sort of thing,
with disarming smiles. Was that what was called sarcasm? How fearfully
funny. She had been sarcastic. To a Frenchman. Perhaps she had learned
it from him. Mr. Shatov overtook her as she was getting on to a ’bus at
the corner.
“You do not go walkingly?” he bellowed from the pavement. Poor little
man; left there with his day and his loneliness till six o’clock.
“All right,” she said, jumping off, “we’ll walk. I’ll be late. I don’t
mind.”
They swept quickly along, looking ahead in silence. Presently he began
to sing. Miriam dropped her eyes to the pavement, listening. How
unconsciously wise he was. How awful it would have been if she had gone
on the omnibus. Here he was safe, healing and forgetting. There _was_
some truth in the Frenchman’s judgment. It wasn’t that he was a dull
philosopher. Lahitte was utterly incapable of measuring his big sunlit
mind; but there was something, in his manner, or bearing, something that
many people would not like, an absence of gaiety; it was true, the
Frenchman’s quick eye had fastened on it. Who wanted gaiety? There was a
deep joyfulness in his booming song that was more than gaiety. His rich
dark vitality challenged the English air as he plunged along, beard
first, without thoughts, his eyebrows raised in the effort of his eager
singing. He was quite unaware that there was no room for singing more
than below one’s breath, however quickly one walked, in the Euston Road
in the morning.
She disposed herself to walk unconcernedly past the row of lounging
overalled figures. Sullen hostile staring would not satisfy them this
morning. The song would rouse them to some open demonstration. They were
endless; muttering motionlessly to each other in their immovable
lounging. Surely he must feel them. “Go ’ome” she heard, away behind....
“Blooming foreigner;” close by, the tall lean swarthy fellow, with the
handsome grubby face. That he _must_ have heard. She fancied his song
recoiled, and wheeled sharply back, confronting the speaker, who had
just spat into the middle of the pavement.