Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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“Ach-ma,” he sighed, with shining eyes, looking happily replete, “he is
a _great_ p-sycho-physiologiste,” and passed on to eager narration of
the events of his week in Paris. Listening to the strange inflections of
his voice, the curiously woven argumentative sing-song tone, as if he
were talking to himself, broken here and there by words thrown out with
explosive vehemence, breaking defiantly short as if to crush opposition
in anticipation, and then again the soft almost plaintive sing-song
beginning of another sentence, Miriam presently heard him mention Max
Nordau and learned that he was something more than the author of
Degeneration. He had written Die Conventionellen Lügen der
Kulturmenschheit, which she immediately must read. He had been to see
him and found a truly marvellous white-haired old man, with eyes,
_alive_; so young and vigorous in his enthusiasm that he made Mr. Shatov
at twenty-two feel _old_.
After that she watched him from afar, set apart from his boyhood, alone
with her twenty-five years on the borders of middle-age. _There_ was the
secret of the youthful untested look that showed in certain poses of his
mature studious head. His beard and his courtly manner and the grave
balanced intelligence of his eyes might have belonged to a man of forty.
Perhaps the Paris visit had been some time ago. No; he had come through
France for the first time on his way to England.... She followed him,
growing weary with envy, through his excursions in Paris with his
father; went at last to the Louvre, mysterious grey building, heavy
above a row of shops, shutting in works of “art,” in some extraordinary
way understood, and known to be “good”; and woke to astonishment to find
him sitting alone, his father impatiently gone back to the hotel, for an
hour in motionless contemplation of the Venus, having _wept_ at the
first sight of her in the distance. The impression of the Frenchman’s
lecture was driven away. All the things she had heard of on these two
evenings were in the past.
He was in England now, through all the wonders of his continental life,
England had beckoned him. Paris had been just a stage on his confident
journey; and the first event of his London life would be Saturday’s
visit to the British Museum. His eager foreign interest would carry the
visit off .... and she remembered, growing in the thought suddenly
animated towards his continued discourse, that she could show him the
Elgin Marbles.
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