Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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The sense of triumph threw up an effulgence even while Miriam accused
herself of cruelty in contemplating the droopy exhaustion which had
outlived Eve’s day of rest. But she was not alone in this; nice good
people were secretly impatient with relatives who were always
threatening to break down and become problems. And Eve had almost ceased
to be a relative. Descending to the rank of competitor she was no longer
a superior ...... she was an inferior masquerading as an equal ......
that was what men meant in the newspapers. Then it couldn’t be true.
There was some other explanation. It was because she was using her
independence as a revenge for the past...... What men resented was the
sudden reflection of their detachment by women who had for themselves
discovered its secret, and knew what uncertainties went on behind it.
She was resenting Eve’s independence as a man would do. Eve was saying
she now understood the things that in the past she had only admired, and
that they were not so admirable, and quite easy to do. But she disgraced
the discovery by flaunting it. It was so evident that it was her shop,
not she that had come into the room and spoiled the morning. Even now
she was dwelling on next week. Inside her mind was nothing but her
customers, travellers, the possible profits, her many plans for
improvement. Nothing else could impress her. Anything she contributed
would rest more than ever, now that Christmas Day was over, upon a
back-ground of absent-minded complacency. Like herself, with the Brooms?
Was it she who was being judged and not Eve? No, or only by herself.
Harriett shared her new impressions of Eve, saw how eagerly in her
clutch on her new interests she had renounced her old background of
inexhaustible sympathy. Gerald did not. But men have no sense of
atmosphere. They only see the appearances of things, understanding
nothing of their relationships. Bewilderment, pessimistic philosophies,
_regretful_ poetry ......