“All right, I will ask him. Poor little man. He has spent his Christmas
at Tansley Street. He would adore Elspeth; although she is not a
‘beef-steak.’ He says there are no children in Europe finer than English
children, and will stop suddenly in the middle of a serious conversation
to say look, look; but _that_ is a _real_ English beef-steak.”
Harry had partly understood. But she still clung to her private
thoughts. Meeting him to-day would not be quite the same as before she
had mentioned him to anyone. Summoning his familiar form she felt that
her talk had been treachery. Yet not to have mentioned him at all felt
like treachery too.
“There’s quite an interesting Russian at Tansley Street now.” That meant
simply nothing at all.... Christmas _had_ been an interruption ...
Perhaps something would have happened in his first days of London
without her. Perhaps he would not appear this evening.
Back at her work at Wimpole Street she forgot everything in a sudden
glad realisation of the turn of the year. The sky was bright above the
grey wall opposite her window. Soon there would be bright light in it at
five o’clock, daylight remaining to walk home in, then at six, and she
would see once more for another year the light of the sun on the green
of the park. The alley of crocuses would come again, then daffodils in
the grass and the green of the on-coming blue-bells. Her table was
littered with newly paid accounts, enough to occupy her pen for the
short afternoon with pleasant writing, the reward of the late evenings
spent before Christmas in hurrying out overdue statements, and the easy
prelude to next week’s crowded work on the yearly balance sheets. She
sat stamping and signing, and writing picturesque addresses, her eyes
dwelling all the while in contemplation of the gift of the outspread
year. The patients were few and no calls came from the surgeries. Tea
came up while she still felt newly-arrived from the outside world, and
the outspread scenes in her mind were gleaming still with fresh high
colour in bright light, but the last receipt was signed, and a pile of
envelopes lay ready for the post.