Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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she glanced he was scanning her silence with that slight quivering of
his features. Poor brave little lonely man. He had spent his Christmas
at Tansley Street.
“Well? How was it?” he said. He was a gaoler, shutting her in.
“Oh it was all right.”
“Your sisters are well? Ah I _must_ tell you,” his voice boomed
confidently ahead into the darkness; “while I waited I have seen two of
your doctors.”
“They are not doctors.”
“I had an immensely good impression. I find them both most fine English
types.”
“Hm; they’re absolutely English.” She saw them coming out, singly,
preoccupied, into their street. English. He standing under his lamp, a
ramshackle foreigner whom they might have regarded with suspicion,
taking them in with a flash of his prepared experienced brown eye.
“Abso-lutully. This unmistakable expression of humanity and fine
sympathetic intelligence. Ah, it is fine.”
“I _know_. But they have very simple minds, they quote their opinions.”
“I do not say that you will find in the best English types a striking
originality of _mentality_” he exclaimed reproachfully. Her attention
pounced unwillingly upon the promised explanation of her own
impressions, tired in advance at the prospect of travelling through his
carefully pronounced sentences while the world she had come out to meet
lay disregarded all about her. “But you will find what is perhaps more
important, the characteristic features of your English civilisation.”
“I know. I can _see_ that; because I am neither English nor civilised.”
“That is a nonsense. You are most English. No, but it is really most
wonderful,” his voice dropped again to reverence and she listened
eagerly, “how in your best aristocracy and in the best types of
professional men, your lawyers and clerics and men of science, is to be
read so strikingly this history of your nation. There is a something
common to them all that shines out, _durchleuchtend_, showing,
sometimes, understand me, with almost a naivety, the centuries of your
freedom. Ah it is not for nothing that the word gentleman comes from
England.”
“I know, I know what you mean” said Miriam in contemplation, they _were_
naïve; showing their thoughts, in sets, readable, with shapes and edges,
but it was the Tories and clerics who had the roomiest, most sympathetic
expressions, liberals and nonconformists had no thoughts at all, only
ideas. Lawyers had no ideas even ...
“You would like my father; he hasn’t a scrap of originality, only that
funny old-fashioned English quality from somewhere or other Heaven
knows” ... and they could play chess together!.... “But lawyers are not
gentlemen. They are perfectly awful.”
“That is a prejudice. Your English law is the very basis of your English
freedom.”
“They are awful. The others look Christians. They _don’t_.” Fancy
defending Christianity ...