Miriam was back, as she listened, in the Chiswick villa, in bed in the
yellow lamplight with a cold, the pages of the Apologia reading
themselves without effort into her molten mind, as untroubled beauty and
happiness, making what Newman sought seem to be at home in herself,
revealing deep inside life a whole new strange place of existence that
was yet familiar, so that the gradual awful gathering of his trouble was
a personal experience, and the moment of conviction that schism was a
deliberate death, a personal conviction. She wondered why she always
forgot that the problem had been solved. Glancing beyond the curve of
her umbrella she caught, with his last words, the sudden confident
grateful shining of Mr. Shatov’s lifted face and listened eagerly.
“It is this one thing,” she lifted the umbrella his way in sudden
contrition, shifting it so that it sheltered neither of them; “Thank you
I am quite well. It is hardly now raining” he muttered at his utmost
distance of foreign intonation and bearing. She peered out into the air,
shutting her umbrella. They had come out of their way, away from the
streets into a quietness. It must be the Inner Circle. They would have
to walk right round it.
“It is this one thing” again it was as if her own voice were speaking,
“this thesis of the _conditions_ of the development of peoples,”
Anglican priests _married_; but not the highest high-Anglican. But they
were always going over to Rome ... “that has made your Buckle so
precious to the Russian intelligentsia. In England he is scarcely now
read, though I have seen by the way his works in this splendid little
edition of World Classics, the same as your Emerson, why did you take
only Emerson? There is a whole row, the most fascinating things.”
“My Emerson was given to me. I didn’t know it came from anywhere in
particular.”
“This Richards must be a most enlightened publisher. I should wish to
possess all those volumes. The Buckle I will certainly take at once and
you shall see. He is of course out of date in the matter of exact
science and this is no doubt part reason why in England he is no more
read. It is a great pity. His mind is perhaps greater than even your
Darwin, certainly with a far wider philosophical range, and of _far_
greater originality. What is wonderful is his actual anticipation, in
idea, without researches, of a large part of what Darwin discovered more
accidentally, as a result of his immense naturalistic researches.”