Translating the phrases made them fall to pieces. She tried several
renderings of a single phrase; none of them would do; the original
phrase faded, and together with it just beyond her reach, the right
English words. Scraps of conversation reached her from all over the
room; eloquent words, fashioned easily, without thought, a perfect
flowing of understanding, to and fro, without obstruction. No heaven
could be more marvellous. People talked incessantly because in silence
they were ghosts. A single word sounded the secret of the universe
...... there is a dead level of intelligence throughout humanity. She
listened in wonder whilst she explained aloud that she had learned most
of her French by reading again and again for the sake of the long even
rhythm of its sentences, one book; that this was the only honest way to
acquire a language. It was like a sea, each sentence a wave rolling in,
rising till the light shone through its glistening crest, dropping, to
give way to the next on-coming wave, the meaning gathering,
accumulating, coming nearer with each rising falling rhythm; each
chapter a renewed tide, monotonously repeating throughout the book in
every tone of light and shade the same burden, the secret of everything
in the world.
“I cannot appreciate these literary preciosities; but I am quite sure
that you are wrong in confining yourself to this one French book. This
mystical philosophy is énervant. There are many French books you should
read before this man. Balzac for instance.”
She wanted to explain that she used to read novels but could not get
interested in them after Emerson. They showed only one side of people,
the outside; if they showed them alone, it was only to explain what they
felt about other people. Then he would say Levin, Levin. But she could
not attend to all this. What she had meant to say in the beginning, she
now explained, was that her German, neglected so long, grew smaller and
smaller, whilst, most inconveniently, her reputation for knowing German
grew larger and larger. Mr. Wilson might have said that.....
“The Lager is doing you immensely much good.”
Speech did something to things; set them in a mould that was apt to come
up again; repeated, it would be dead; but perhaps one need never repeat
oneself? To say the same things to different people would give them a
sort of fresh life; but there would be death in oneself as one spoke.
Perhaps the same thing could be said over and over again, with other
things with it, so that it had a different shape, sang a different song
and laughed all round itself in amongst different things.