And here was Lager, the Lager of the booming musical German cafés. She
was sure she would not like it. He was taking for granted that she was
accustomed to beer, and would not know that she was having a tremendous
adventure. To him it did not seem either shocking or vulgar. Protected
by his unconsciousness she would get perhaps further than ever before
into the secret of Germany. She took a small sip and shuddered. The
foamy surface was pleasant; but the strange biting bitterness behind it
was like some sudden formidable personal attack.
“That is the first time I’ve tasted beer,” she said, “I don’t like it.”
“You have not yet tasted it. You must swallow, not sip.”
“It makes your throat sore. It’s so bitter. I always imagined beer was
sweet.”
“There is perhaps something a little acid in this imported Lager; but
the bitterness is most good. It is this biting quality that is a most
excellent apératif. We will have also honey cakes.”
The light, not too sweet, porous crisp mealiness of the little cakes was
German altogether. Mr. Shatov was whispering busily. She feared he would
be heard. There was not much conversation in the room; large deep solid
sentences reverberated through it with a sound of thoughtfulness, as
though the speakers were preoccupied, like travellers, talking with
their eyes turned inward upon their destination. All of them appeared
serious and sober.
“Just as we crossed the frontier one big fat German roused up and said
in an _immense_ rolling voice. ‘Hier kann man wenigstens vernunftiges
_Bier_ haben!’”
“Ssh! They will hear.”
“What then? They are here nearly all Jews.”
“Jews? But they are nearly all _fair_!”
“There may be a few Germans. But many Jews are fair. But you have not
told me what you think of this story.”
“Oh I can _see_ the man and hear his voice” ...... Nearly all the people
in the room were dark. It was the man sitting near, with the large fresh
fair German face who had made her imagine the room was full of Germans.
But there were no hooked noses; no one in the least like Shylock. What
_were_ Jews? How did he know the room was full of them? Why did the idea
cast a chill on the things she had brought in with her? She drew the
little book from her pocket and took a long draught of Lager. It was
still bitter, but the bitterness was only an astringent tang in the
strange cool lively frothy tide; a tingling warmth ran through her
nerves, expanding to a golden glow that flowed through the room and held
her alight within itself, an elastic impalpable bodiless mind. Mr.
Shatov was sitting far away at her side, in his eyes a serene communion
with his surroundings. It was not his usual restaurant manner; it was
strange ...... pewter was right; Lager was a bright tumult, frothing and
flowing easily over the smooth dull metal.