Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
DEIRDRE.
It isn’t many I’d call, Naisi. . . . I was in the woods at the full
moon and I heard a voice singing. Then I gathered up my skirts, and I
ran on a little path I have to the verge of a rock, and I saw you pass
by underneath, in your crimson cloak, singing a song, and you standing
out beyond your brothers are called the Plower of Ireland.
NAISI.
It’s for that you called us in the dusk?
DEIRDRE.
— _in a low voice._ — Since that, Naisi, I have been one time the like
of a ewe looking for a lamb that had been taken away from her, and one
time seeing new gold on the stars, and a new face on the moon, and all
times dreading Emain.
NAISI.
— _pulling himself together and beginning to draw back a little._ — Yet
it should be a lonesome thing to be in this place and you born for
great company.
DEIRDRE.
— _softly._ — This night I have the best company in the whole world.
NAISI.
— _still a little formally._ — It is I who have the best company, for
when you’re queen in Emain you will have none to be your match or
fellow.
DEIRDRE.
I will not be queen in Emain.
NAISI.
Conchubor has made an oath you will, surely.
DEIRDRE.
It’s for that maybe I’m called Deirdre, the girl of many sorrows . . .
for it’s a sweet life you and I could have, Naisi. . . . . It should be
a sweet thing to have what is best and richest, if it’s for a short
space only.
NAISI.
— _very distressed._ — And we’ve a short space only to be triumphant
and brave.
DEIRDRE.
You must not go, Naisi, and leave me to the High King, a man is aging
in his dun, with his crowds round him, and his silver and gold. (_More
quickly._) I will not live to be shut up in Emain, and wouldn’t we do
well paying, Naisi, with silence and a near death. (_She stands up and
walks away from him._) I’m a long while in the woods with my own self,
and I’m in little dread of death, and it earned with riches would make
the sun red with envy, and he going up the heavens; and the moon pale
and lonesome, and she wasting away. (_She comes to him and puts her
hands on his shoulders._) Isn’t it a small thing is foretold about the
ruin of ourselves, Naisi, when all men have age coming and great ruin
in the end?
NAISI.
Yet it’s a poor thing it’s I should bring you to a tale of blood and
broken bodies, and the filth of the grave. . . . Wouldn’t we do well to
wait, Deirdre, and I each twilight meeting you on the sides of the
hills?
DEIRDRE.
— _despondently._ — His messengers are coming.
NAISI.
Messengers are coming?
DEIRDRE.
Tomorrow morning or the next, surely.