Drum Taps in Dixie: Memories of a Drummer Boy, 1861-1865 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Drum Taps in Dixie: Memories of a Drummer Boy, 1861-1865
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On our march the day before there had been much discussion among the
musicians as to what we would do in case of a battle. No instructions had
been given us and we had rather come to the conclusion among ourselves
that when we got to close quarters we would drop out and keep as much out
of range as possible.
Our anxiety about the part we were to take in the conflict increased as we
approached the front. Occasionally some of the boys would suggest to Harry
Marshall, our drum major, that it was about time for us to fall out. There
was “no use of us going up to get shot at when we had nothing to shoot
back with.”
Finally when we paused for a few moments Harry approached the colonel and,
saluting, asked if there was any use of us needlessly exposing ourselves.
“Needless exposure,” yelled the colonel. “What in ---- did you enlist for?
Your place is with the regiment and I’ll see that you are instructed as to
your duties.” And, turning to our surgeon, he said: “Major, I want you to
take charge of the musicians and in case of a fight see that the young
rascals do their duty.”
I have always thought that but for this incident we should have seen less
of the front line than we did that summer.
Dr. Payne, our surgeon, was a fine fellow and he had seen much service
before being assigned to our regiment. He immediately told us to fall out
to one side and proceeded to tear up some red flannel in small strips
which he tied around our right arms, explaining that this was a badge the
enemy would respect when we were caring for the wounded.
While the doctor was fixing us up our regiment marched by and there is
nothing in all my war memories that made a deeper impression on me than
that scene.
I see them now as I saw them on that bright May morning--father, friends,
comrades, marching with steady step, shoulder to shoulder, on to meet the
foe in mortal encounter.
We followed in the rear of the regiment and were halted just under the
brow of a hill, where we stood in line nearly two hours. Bullets clipped
small branches from the trees and shells went swishing through the air
over our heads. A couple burst in front of us and an occasional solid shot
would go rolling down the hill.
Probably there is no more trying situation for troops to be placed in
than to be held as a reserve during a battle. The tension on one’s nerves
is something awful. If one is going to be shot it is something of a
satisfaction to be able to return the compliment.
While the regiment was in line a few of us hunted up a spring and carried
water to our friends who could not leave the ranks. One of the few times
that I remember seeing tears in my father’s eyes was when I handed him a
canteen full of water that morning.