And so it was that as the party entered the woods, Pat held back; and
he who was usually among the first, now lingered the last. He had a
terrible fear that he had run a risk of catching the loathsome disease
by bathing in what he considered the “leper waters,” and by entering
the house of one who was on such familiar terms with the lepers as the
priest professed to be. It seemed to him, now, that the only possible
chance that remained for him was to keep as far away from the priest as
possible. He remembered with horror that he had eaten at the priest’s
house on the preceding evening. He had not eaten anything that morning,
nor had any of them as yet; for the guides carried provisions, and
it was intended to breakfast in the woods. But to Pat all thoughts of
eating were obnoxious; the sickening thought of the leprosy drove away
all his appetite; and if he followed them into the woods, it was at a
distance; and then only because there still remained a loyal regard
for Phil, and thus the tables were completely turned. Bart, who the day
before had been despondent, was now hopeful; while Pat, who had then
been the hopeful one, had now sunk down into a state of depression to
which language fails to do justice.
After walking into the woods for some distance, they sat down and made
a breakfast off some ham and crackers, which were carried by the
guides. Pat sat at a distance from the rest, and resolutely refused all
invitations to partake, pleading a slight sickness; nor was poor Pat’s
plea altogether a feigned one; for by this time he had worked himself
into a state of utter panic, and the miserable feelings resulting from
his loss of a night’s sleep and from hunger were attributed by him to
the approach of leprosy. So poor Pat stood aloof from the rest, pale,
anxious, and already beginning to think that he had made a great mistake
in accompanying them at all. The more he thought upon this, the more
convinced did he become that his presence there in company with them was
both unnecessary and unwise,--unnecessary, for, as it now seemed to him,
Phil was perfectly able to take care of himself; and unwise, for he was
only destroying his chance of escape from the leprosy, by thus remaining
in the company of those who had its terrible seeds clinging to their
clothes and to their persons.