A prey thus to his anxiety, Pat’s generous desire to help Phil gradually
weakened in the presence of his instinct of self-preservation, and
his belief that Phil was safe somewhere made him all the more eager to
secure safety for himself. The wretchedness which he felt, from the loss
of his night’s rest, and want of food, and terror, all combined, tended
to turn all his thoughts upon himself; and the more wretched he felt,
the more did he attribute it to the awful disease which he so greatly
dreaded. And so, at last, by the time they had finished their repast,
Pat had felt so overcome by his terrors, that he determined, at all
hazards, to free himself from his dangerous associates, and escape
somewhere before it was too late. Having thus made up his mind, it only
remained to find some favorable opportunity of slipping away unobserved,
and thus securing that safety for which he longed.
After their breakfast they began to go forward. The two guides of course
went first, one behind the other. Then followed the priest, and after
him came Bart. Pat wanted Solomon to go next; but Solomon declined,
from a feeling of humility natural to him, which made him seek the
lowest--that is to say, the last--place on the line of march, and partly
also from a desire to be in the rear, so as to see that no one straggled
away. Thus they all went on in Indian file, and after Bart came Pat,
while Solomon brought up the rear.
As they thus went on, one after the other, in Indian file, through the
woods, it was, of course, impossible for any one to see all the rest
of the party. It was enough if each one should see the one who might be
immediately in front. This was especially the case when the woods grew
thicker and the march more laborious. Bart then could only see the
priest; and Pat, Bart; while Solomon could only see Pat. In this way
they went on then, and this mode of progress soon suggested to Pat a
simple, easy, and perfectly natural mode of separating himself from the
others. He had only to slacken his pace a little for a short distance.
He had only to fall back slightly, and he would easily be able to put
between himself and the others such obstacles that they would be able
neither to see him nor to find him. This, now, became his fixed resolve.