Flower and Jewel; or, Daisy Forrest's Daughter — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Flower and Jewel; or, Daisy Forrest's Daughter
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"Weary, so weary of waiting,
Waiting for sympathy sweet,
For something to love and to love me,
The pleasures that are not so fleet;
For a hand to be held on my forehead,
A glimpse of the golden-brown hair,
For a step that to me was sweet music,
And a brow that was noble and fair!'"
Laurie Meredith's heart thrilled in sympathy with the singer. It was
Flower, of course. She was thinking of him, the sweet darling, he knew.
Oh, how glad she would be to see him again!
He opened the front door without ceremony, and entered the hall,
reckless of the risk he ran of meeting Mrs. Fielding and encountering
her angry reproaches. He would stop for nothing now, so anxious was he
to clasp that sweet singer to his heart, and tell her she should never
be "weary of waiting" again, never be parted from him more.
But the wide hall was silent and deserted. Very softly he opened the
parlor door and stepped across the threshold. Then he saw that the girl
at the piano was the only occupant of the room.
She turned around quickly, and he saw dark eyes instead of blue ones,
dark locks instead of golden curls. Jewel sprung up with a thrilling
cry:
"At last!"
There was unmistakable love and joy in her face and voice. She made no
effort to conceal her glad surprise. Had she not been waiting for this
hour for months, had she not dressed for him daily, determined that
whenever he came he should find her at her best? And now, conscious of
her pretty, rose-tinted mull, that was so becoming to her dusky beauty,
she rejoiced that her efforts were crowned with success. Her beauty
could not fail to make a strong impression.
But he started back in surprise and disappointment, and forgetting even
the conventional greeting he owed her, exclaimed, eagerly:
"Where is Flower?"
"Flower?" cried Jewel, sharply, with a clouded brow. "Oh, Mr. Meredith,
did you not know? Poor Flower is dead!"
CHAPTER XXI.
Jewel had not meant to break the truth so suddenly to Laurie Meredith,
but his cruel indifference to herself, and his anxiety over Flower,
piqued her into retorting upon him so suddenly. She had her revenge,
for, after gazing at her blankly for one agonized moment, the young man
threw up his arms, staggered wildly, then fell like a log at her feet.
The terrible revulsion of feeling from love, hope, and expectancy to
despair had almost slain him, and he lay for several minutes quite
unconscious, while Jewel knelt beside him in an agony of fear.
"He is dead, and all my schemes have been in vain," she thought,
wildly; and in her despair she kissed the cold, white face, and laid
her dark head on the pulseless breast of the man she loved so wildly,
and wished that she too were dead and cold.
Presently she lifted her head and laid her cheek against his,
whispering, reproachfully:
"Oh, my love, if you had given your heart to me instead of her, all
this would not have happened. We should have been as happy as the day
is long."