And it was her wonderful resemblance to Flower that had wiled his heart
from his breast.
At times, when looking at her or listening to her musical voice, he
could scarcely persuade himself that she was a stranger; she seemed so
much like Flower, his lost bride, that he longed to clasp her in his
arms, and say:
"You must be Flower, who loved me so dearly once, and who was my adored
little bride! Confess the truth, and own that you are only masquerading
as the heiress of this proud nobleman!"
If he had followed this wild impulse of his heart all would have been
well. She would have been only too happy to find him again, and would
gladly have resigned the proudest destiny for his dear sake.
But his reason fought sternly against such folly and madness. He would
say to himself, in bitter chiding:
"I am a traitor to Jewel in thus cherishing a mad passion for one whom
she instinctively dreaded from the first as a rival. Flower is dead,
dead; and this girl, with her face and voice, is but a stranger. Oh, my
little love, my blue-eyed Flower, if only I could call you back to my
heart!"
His passionate regret for her revived with tenfold force; she seemed
to be always in his mind, mixed up strangely with the idea of Azalia
Brooke, and people began to say that he had forgotten all the songs he
ever knew but one, for when pressed to sing of late he always gave the
same song--one that particularly irritated Jewel:
"Thou art lost to me forever--I have lost thee, Isadore,
Thy head will never rest on my loyal bosom more,
Thy tender eyes will never more gaze fondly into mine,
Nor thy arm around me lovingly and trustingly intwine.
Thou art lost to me forever, Isadore!
"My footsteps through the rooms resound all sadly and forlorn,
The garish sun shines flauntingly upon the unswept floor;
The mocking-bird still sits and sings a melancholy strain,
For my heart is like a heavy cloud that overflows with rain.
Thou art lost to me forever, Isadore!"
Within a week after that scene in which Jewel had betrayed her angry
jealousy of Azalia Brooke, he wished devoutly that he had never
entangled himself in an engagement with the imperious brunette.
Could he have followed the dictates of his heart he would not have lost
an hour in wooing Azalia Brooke.
She had told him that she was going soon. They had been in Boston more
than a month, and Lord and Lady Ivon were getting anxious to resume
their travels. They would go to Washington next to see an American
Congress in session, and an American President.
When he heard that she was going, he realized, by the terrible pain he
felt, that he loved her with his whole soul, that when she was gone,
the whole world would seem dark and cold and empty.