"For, alas, alas! with me
The light of life is o'er!
'No more--no more--no more--'
(Such language holds the solemn sea
To the sands upon the shore)
Shall bloom the thunder-blasted tree,
Or the stricken eagle soar!
"And all my days are trances,
And all my nightly dreams,
Are where thy blue eye glances,
And where thy footstep gleams--
In what ethereal dances,
By what eternal streams!"
He grew impatient with himself at what he called to himself his
inexcusable folly. What if he were free to woo, was it likely she would
listen?--she, the proud descendant of one of the proudest lords of
England. Doubtless she had been taught to have a secret contempt for
Americans, and he was a thorough American, proud of his country, proud
of its institutions, and though rich, cultured, and well-born, he had
no title to lay at the beauty's feet, while Mrs. Raynold Clinton had
told him that the young and handsome Earl of Clive was desperately in
love with Azalia Brooke.
"He was like her shadow in London last winter," she said. "Azalia
refused him, but he would not take no for an answer, and Lord and Lady
Ivon are in hopes she will reconsider her decision, as the match is a
good one, even for their great-granddaughter."
Every word was a thorn in his heart. He began to realize something of
what Jewel's jealousy was to her in the strange pain that racked his
heart.
Then he tried to reason with himself. He never could be anything to
Azalia Brooke, even if she were not so cold and proud. He belonged to
Jewel Fielding, and she had made him understand very plainly that it
would not be a safe plan for him to break with her now.
Suddenly the Earl of Clive made his appearance in Boston. He had
crossed the Atlantic in order to be near the lady of his heart.
He was young, rich, and good-looking--a trifle arrogant, perhaps, but
one with so many gifts of this life has some cause for vanity.
He devoted himself with ardor to Azalia Brooke, causing more than one
gallant admirer to think, indignantly:
"Were there no beauteous maids at home,
And no true lovers here,
That he must cross the seas to win
The dearest of the dear?"
Jewel Fielding was very glad that Azalia Brooke's titled lover had come
upon the scene.
The beautiful brunette was by no means blind to the state of her
lover's feelings. She was half maddened with her bitter jealousy of her
betrothed and her hatred of Azalia Brooke.
She hoped that Laurie would see the futility of his passion now that
Lord Clive had come.
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
Jewel was very busy getting ready for her marriage now, which had been
set for the early spring. In her anxiety to be sure of her husband she
would have liked to forego the delights of a trousseau, and be married
at once, but she had no excuse for hurrying the time, and Laurie
Meredith never hinted at the intervening months as being at all too
long.