From the Valley of the Missing — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
From the Valley of the Missing
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His voice was so vibrantly low and rich that the girl experienced a
feeling of thanksgiving as she stood waiting for him at the door. When
he came, the lovers went into the drawing-room, where a grate fire
burned dim.
"Horace says he'll go to Dryden, Everett," Ann announced, "and I'm so
glad! I thought he might say that he was too busy."
Everett smiled, slipped his arm about the girl's waist, and for a moment
she leaned against him like a frail, sweet flower.
Presently Ann noticed that a shadow had settled on her lover's face.
Womanlike, she questioned him.
"Is there anything the matter, Dear?" she asked, drawing him to the
divan.
"Nothing serious. I've been talking with Father."
"Yes?"
She waited for him to continue; but he sat silent, wrapped in thought
for a long minute. At last, however, he spoke gloomily:
"Ann, I wish I knew who my own people were."
"Aren't you satisfied with those you have, Everett?" There was sweet
reproof in the girl's tones.
"More than satisfied," he said; "but somehow I feel--no I won't say it,
Ann. It would seem caddish to you."
"Nothing you could say to me would seem that," she answered.
Everett rose and walked up and down the room. "Well, it seems to me
that, although the blood of the Brimbecomb's is blue, mine is bluer
still; that, while they have many famous ancestors, I have still more
illustrious ones. I feel sometimes a longing to run wild and do
unheard-of things, and to make men know my strength, to--well, to
virtually turn the world upside down."
A frightened look leaped into the girl's eyes. He was so vehement, so
passionate, so powerful, that at times she felt how inferior in
temperment she was to him. Her heart swelled with gratitude when she
realized that he belonged to her and to her alone. How good God had
been! And every day in the solitude of her chamber she had thanked the
Giver of every gift for this perfect man--since he was perfect to her.
In a few moments she rose and walked beside him, longing to enter into
the hidden ambitions of his heart, to read his innermost thoughts.
Everett appreciated her feeling. Again he passed his arm around her, and
for a time they paced to and fro, each thankful for the love that had
become the chief thing in life.
"I have an idea, Ann," began Everett presently, "that my mother will
know me by the scar on me here." He raised his fingers to his shoulder
and drew them slowly downward as he continued. "And I know that she is
some wild, beautiful thing different from any other woman living. And
I've pictured my father in my mind's eyes a million times, since I have
found out I am not really Everett Brimbecomb."
"But Mr. and Mrs. Brimbecomb have done everything for you--"