Notwithstanding the late carousal of the previous night, the morning
found the men early astir. Rentoul awoke only half sober, and had to
sharpen his faculties with a nip before he rose, and, despite his
overnight homily on personal cleanliness, wiped the dust from his hair
and beard with a grimy hand and sat down to breakfast unwashed. In the
clear light of day they were a rough, strangely assorted lot; only the
older man, Graves, with his air of distinction and education, stood out
from the rest, like a man-of-war among a flotilla of "tramps"--but a
man-of-war that has been in battle and come out of it badly damaged.
"Rum go, our meeting again, like this," he said to Lawless, while they
stood in the sunshine together and watched the others inspanning the
mules. "I'd ask you to make a return call, only,"--he lifted his
shoulders and smiled--"I'm a descendant of Cain--a wanderer upon the
earth. I'll own my six feet some day, I suppose, and come to anchor."
Lawless glanced at the speaker with interest.
"I'm something of a rolling stone myself," he answered. "I doubt I
shall ever lay claim to greater acreage than you."
"Ah!" Graves stroked the back of his head reflectively, and stared
vaguely away into space. "Failures!" he muttered... "Eh?... And to
think of some of the fellows who're on top!"
"It's another form of selfishness, theirs," Lawless replied. "They've
gone for the one thing, and stuck to it. A single idea would never
satisfy either you or me. One man takes Wealth for his mistress;
another, being polygamous, goes for a bevy of mistresses that we may
bring under a common heading--Pleasure. The fool pursues Ambition, and
the sentimentalist his Ideal... And when it comes to the finish--as
Rentoul says--who shall say which man's skull it is he turns up?"
Graves nodded assent.
"And yet," he said--"a man's talents... It seems rotten things should
pan out like that. I was never a white-haired boy exactly, but I had
ideas once of doing something... Rot, of course--damned rot! And
queer, too, how ideas run to seed before they fruit. I tell you a man
needs to be ever on the alert, watching his ideas to prevent the growth
exceeding the vitality. We don't prune and tend enough. We're so proud
of our ideas that we let 'em run up rank and weedy, till they seed
before time. It's the man with the strength of mind to nip the young
shoots and exert patience who sees the fruition of his ideas."
"I confess I don't understand," said Lawless, "how you came to allow all
yours to seed. With men like those," and he waved his hand in the
direction of the swearing, noisy group hitching the mules to the
disselboom with many loud and unnecessary oaths, "it's easy of
comprehension. But--"
Graves filled in the pause with a laugh. "Ah well!" he returned...
"Who can say? The secret to the riddle lies in what you spoke of just
now... I'm a polygamist."
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.