Lawless stood in the sunshine and watched the departure of this strange
aggregate of human limitation setting forth on its journey into the
infinitudes. The clumsy waggon, drawn by its team of four mules, with
the dirty faded hood of yellowish green shading the wain, bumped and
rumbled over the uneven ground. The jingling of the harness, the
creaking of the heavy wheels, and the loud and too frequent cracking of
the long whip, struck separate and not inharmonious notes of sound in
the stillness of the morning air. And above these sounds a strong voice
rang out heartily:
"Good-bye, Grit."
The men in the waggon started to sing, "_For he's a jolly good fellow_."
The rude music of their voices came back strongly to Lawless' ears, and
then grew fainter, and yet more faint, until only the silence reigned
about him, and the waggon showed smaller and smaller as it trailed
slowly across the veld, farther and farther into the illimitable blue
distance. Hayhurst had ridden off some time before, taking an opposite
direction to that followed by the waggon. The occupant of the shanty
was left alone. The world seemed to have emptied suddenly and to have
overlooked himself in its indiscriminate sweeping away of all life.
He gazed about him at the solitudes--waste land on all sides, stretching
away league upon league in one great sameness,--vast, unchanging open
spaces of veld, green and brown and orange, in which the yellow stones
shone warmly in the sunshine, and the dew that lay heavily on the ground
like a veil of silver flashed a prismatic defiance with the fire of
myriads of gems.
He turned about and went into the house. The advent of these men had
been unwelcome, their departure left a blank feeling of desolation
behind. He had had as much of the solitudes as was good for him, he
decided; if Van Bleit arrived, he would settle matters with him speedily
and return to the beaten track. He felt depressed, and knew not that it
was the influence of Graves' personality working upon his mind. This
man who had stirred up thoughts of failure by his talk, who in his
person stood for waste--the result of neither competition nor
intellectual incapacity, but of his own ineffectually--had set him
thinking of the purposelessness of his life, its want of aim, of every
high and right intention that once had actuated him, and which he had
flung aside and trampled on in weak resentment against the tide of
circumstances he had himself set loose and made no attempt to stem. He
also stood for waste--the waste of powers which had left him stunted
mentally and morally enervated. It is waste that is responsible for the
world's great failures.