She moved forward deliberately and took her stand where he had taken
his, with her back to the glowing garden. Save where his foot had
pressed the carpet, he had touched nothing; he had not so much as rested
a hand against the window frame. She could have wished that he had
touched things so that she might touch them also, and imagine in so
doing that she drew near to him. Despite the firmness of her nature,
despite the ugly facts of the man's past that were well known to her,
she could not crush the love of him out of her heart. The woman never
learns to hate the man who has once brought romance into her life. That
he had brought romance into the lives of other women this woman who
stood in the opening with her hands locked together knew. The knowledge
was torture to her. It wrung her anew each time her thoughts dwelt on
it, and they dwelt on it often. Even now, while she stood there with
the remembrance of their recent interview vividly impressed on her mind,
the sight of the scarred face photographed on her brain with a
distinctness that was almost as though she had his image still before
her eyes, the old gripping, agonising jealousy, the wounded self-esteem,
were tearing her heart as with searing pincers.
This man, who had brought her romance, had come to her with a gift in
either hand. While one gift was goodly, the other had been evil; and
the evil had spoilt both.
CHAPTER THREE.
Mrs Lawless was dining out. She had become the fashion in Cape Town;
no function was complete without her. Hostesses who wished to attract
those they could never hope to capture of themselves knew that by adding
Mrs Lawless to their list they could command the most exclusive. Mrs
Lawless had a friend at Government House. A cousin of hers was
aide-de-camp to the Governor. In addition she was wealthy, with an
intellect above the average, and a beauty that was quite remarkable.
The last qualification was sufficient for the male population of Cape
Town. It rallied round her like the swarm round the queen bee, and
those women who wished to be well considered of their males rallied
round her also, and in submitting to an obligation were forced to
acknowledge that her charm was undeniable. Though she had many male
admirers she made more feminine friends. She did not seek popularity
with her own sex from any sense of diplomacy, but because she liked, and
got on better with, women. While the men considered her cold, the women
found her peculiarly sympathetic.