One exception he made in favour of a girl he first saw in a railway
carriage while he was returning from Symons Bay to Cape Town in the heat
of a late afternoon. The girl was travelling with her mother and
sister, and Lawless would scarcely have noticed her but for the
persistence of her gaze, which, without her volition, remained
unwaveringly fixed upon the scar on his face. His attention was
attracted towards her long before she realised that she was observed.
He saw her eyes riveted on the scar, and watched her, carelessly at
first, but with increasing interest as he marked the effect of his
disfigurement upon her. She stared at the long deep seam with wide,
surprised eyes; then, her imaginative mind conjuring up a battle-field
with all the paraphernalia of war, she pictured the moment when that
swift relentless slash of the bayonet had been given and received; and
he saw the big eyes darken, and an almost imperceptible shudder shake
her slender frame. His own eyes twinkled humorously, and, drawn perhaps
by their magnetism, the girlish gaze lifted unexpectedly and met his.
If he thought to see her betray a swift confusion, he was disappointed.
Apparently it was the most natural thing in the world that this man
should be staring into her eyes, and that she should return his stare,
not boldly, nor with any thought of intercourse, but with a degree of
reverence such as a young girl feels for a brave man.
The rest of the journey was a duel of looks.
When he got out at the terminus, Lawless stood on the platform and
waited until the girl and her party alighted. He gave no outward sign
of recognition when she passed him, lifting her eyes gravely for a
moment to his face; but the inscrutable grey eyes conveyed far more of
meaning than the mere raising of his hat could possibly have done, or
even a furtive attempt at speech. The girl went home with her mind full
of him. She made a hero of him in her thoughts. Always she pictured
him in the forefront of the battle; she saw him dashing forward against
great odds, to be cut down even while he led his men to victory, waving
them forward over his fallen body. She invested him with all the
attributes which a youthful feminine mind conceives befitting a god of
war.
A few weeks later he met her at a ball. He was introduced to her at her
request. He had attended the dance more to please Van Bleit than
himself, and was standing, a little out of it, near the doorway when one
of the committee came up to him with the announcement that he wished to
introduce him to Miss Weeber.
Lawless followed him indifferently. When he discovered that Miss Weeber
was the girl of the train, the indifference gave place to a satisfaction
that not even the girlish admission that she had solicited the
introduction could damp. He was extraordinarily pleased.