He played with her fan, which he was holding, opening and closing it
absently, bringing the sticks together with a little click. Then
abruptly he shut it with a snap and laid it back in her lap.
"There are necessarily two sides to every question, and generally much
to be said on both," he remarked in his sharp, incisive manner. "The
man who was fighting on the Boers' side had been dismissed the Service,
and I suppose, having the killing lust in him, he gave his services
where they were appreciated."
"That's treachery," she said.
He smiled at her cynically.
"I'd like your definition of treachery... I imagine you hold the
popular exaggerated ideal of man's duty to the State. Fine thinking is
all very well in theory, but put it to the test, and where are you? ...
This world is built for the practical, not for the sentimentalist. A
thousand years hence we may be sufficiently civilised to make the ideal
life possible. Then we shall be satisfied to recognise one another's
good qualities, instead of overlooking them in the eagerness of our
eternal search after the bad. But that will entail social and political
revolution--and the abolition of war."
"You say that!" she cried, catching on to the part of his speech which
she understood.--"You!--a soldier!"
"My only right to the title now is that of soldier of fortune," he
replied.
She looked a little surprised.
"Of course I knew you had left the Army," she said. "But once a soldier
always a soldier."
"On the principle that the leopard cannot change his spots!"
"I've only heard that applied to vicious tendencies," she said.
"Very true," he returned with a harshness of tone and manner that she
was puzzled to account for. "There is never any hope for the damned in
this world... When a man has been evil we see to it that we keep him
so."