She nodded. At the moment she wished that she had been less eager to
fill her card. He was sitting out most of the dances. She had watched
him hanging about doorways looking on with a slightly bored curiosity,
and once or twice she had passed him on her partner's arm seated alone
on the stoep. His aloofness appealed to her imagination. Everything in
connection with him interested her tremendously. She was even tempted
to skip the next dance, and trust to her partner not finding her in this
secluded and dimly lit place. It was not so much the knowledge that
such conduct was unworthy, as the fear that he might think less highly
of her, that kept her to her engagement.
"I'm sorry," he said. "I shall look forward to our next waltz."
She smiled up at him suddenly, and stooping deliberately he held her by
both arms and kissed her on the lips.
It had been an impulse, not an irresistible impulse; he had made no
effort at resistance. The red young lips appealed to him,--the girlish
homage appealed to him. She was altogether fresh and delightful. And
she did not resent his conduct. For a moment she drew back startled, a
little confused, a little undecided as to what she ought to do; the next
instant self-consciousness vanished; she was pathetically proud and
pleased and grateful that this hero of her imagination should feel
sufficiently kindly towards her to wish to kiss her. She remained quite
quiet under his hands, blushing, with eyes downcast, and a little
fleeting smile playing tenderly about her mouth. He removed his hands
from her shoulders, and offered her his arm.
"Your partner will be getting perfectly rabid," he said. "I suppose I
must take you back now to the madding crowd, kind little friend..."
Afterwards he wondered at himself. The thing was absurd... A girl in
her first season! It puzzled him to think what the attraction could be.
She was not even especially good-looking. A starving man is no
epicure, he told himself; and determined--but did not keep his resolve--
to leave the thing alone.
CHAPTER SIX.
The band was playing a barn dance when Lawless and his companion
re-entered the ball-room, and most of the dancers had already taken the
floor. A disconsolate-looking youth, who was wandering aimlessly round
the room with his gaze continually on the exits, hurried towards them
when they appeared in the doorway, and eagerly claimed his partner.
"I thought you had forgotten," he said to her reproachfully, "that this
was our dance."
"Oh no!" she answered as she took his arm. "Only I didn't hear the
music quite at once."