Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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In the subdued light that flooded the spacious parlor, Mr. Kenmore was
walking slowly up and down with his hands behind his back. He came and
knelt down by her side.
"You are better," he said, gently.
All her troubles rushed overwhelmingly over Irene, and she turned from
him with a shudder.
"Ellie, where is papa? I want papa," she said, longing to lean in her
trouble on the grand strength of the father who was dearer to her than
all the world.
"He has never come home yet," Elaine answered in a troubled tone.
"Not yet, and he promised to return within the hour!" Irene exclaimed in
vague alarm.
"He has been detained, doubtless," Mr. Kenmore said, soothingly. "You
know you said to-night, Irene, that when men went out on business they
never came back for hours and hours."
Irene looked at him in wonder, his tone was so kind and gentle. A great,
deep pity shone in his speaking eyes. He laid his strong white hand
lightly on hers. She could not understand why his touch thrilled her
through and through, and pulled her hand quickly away.
"Irene, do not turn from me so coldly," he said, in the same gentle tone
at which she had wondered so much, "I have something to say to you. Will
you listen to me?"
She lifted her dark blue eyes to his face, inquiringly.
"Since we brought you home, and while you lay unconscious, my child, I
have been talking to your sister," he said. "I think--we both
think--that you and I will have to accept the situation."
Elaine rose delicately and went to the window. Irene answered not a
word. He went on, holding her gaze within his steady, grave, brown eyes:
"Through our carelessness and love of fun, we have fettered ourselves so
effectually that we cannot break our bonds without exposing ourselves to
a notoriety that would be galling alike to the pride of the Brookes and
the Kenmores. Do you understand me, my child?" he inquired, pausing, and
waiting for her reply.
"I understand--you mean----," she said, then paused, sensitively, while
her cheeks grew very white, and her dry lips refused to go on.
"That it is doubtful if the law will free us from the marriage vows we
so unthinkingly uttered," he said. "If it did, it would only be at the
expense of a newspaper notoriety that would be galling to our pride and
a death-blow to sensitiveness. I own that I am proud," a deep flush
coloring his face for a moment. "I cannot bear the thought of making the
subject of numberless inane witticisms and newspaper paragraphs. I had
rather accept the consequences of my folly."
"You are taking all the blame upon yourself," she said, in a low,
strange voice that sounded very womanly for Irene, "when you know that
it was all my fault."
"Do you think so? No, I was too careless, I should not have been led
into their child's play," he said. "Well, no matter, let us make the
best of it. I will be your faithful husband if you will be my true
little wife, Irene."