Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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Joy! as if God himself had answered her wild appeal for help and pardon,
a strong, wide plank drifted to her reach. Irene grasped it tightly and
threw herself upon it, while a cry of thankfulness broke from her lips.
Alone in the dark and rushing waves, her heart filled with relief at the
thought of this frail barrier between herself and that mysterious
Eternity, to which a moment ago she had blindly hastened.
"If I can only hold on a little while, Elaine will bring me help and
rescue," she said to herself, hopefully, and calling her mother by the
old familiar sisterly name, for the name of mother was strange to her
young lips yet.
Alas, for her springing hopes! Poor Elaine lay white and still in that
long, long trance of unconsciousness that followed on her realization of
her daughter's suicide. Her locked lips did not unclose to tell her
anxious watchers the story of that white form floating on the dark
waters, waiting, hoping, praying for rescue, while her strength ebbed,
and her arms grew tired and weak, clinging so tightly to that slender
plank that floated between her and the death from which she shrunk
tremblingly now with all the ardor of a young heart that has found life
a goodly thing and fair.
No rescue came. The girl floated farther and farther out to sea in that
thick darkness that comes before the dawn. Hours that were long as years
seemed to pass over her head, and hope died in her breast as the cruel
waves beat and buffeted her tender form.
"I am forgotten and deserted," she moaned. "My mother has raised no
alarm. Is it possible she was glad to be rid of me, and held her peace?"
A jeering voice seemed to whisper in her ear:
"It is best for all that you die. Bertha and her mother hated you. You
were a stumbling block in your mother's path. You had involved Guy
Kenmore in a fatal entanglement. You had no right and no place in the
world. Not one whom you have left but will be glad that you are dead."
A cry of despair came from the beautiful girlish lips in the darkness.
"Oh, God, and only yesterday life seemed so beautiful and fair! Now I
must die, alone and unregretted! Oh, cruel world, farewell," she cried,
for she felt her strength forsaking her, and knew that in a moment more
her arms would relax their hold and that she would sink forever amid the
engulfing waves.
But in that last perilous moment something occurred that seemed to her
dazzled and bewildered senses nothing less than a miracle.
In her bodily pain and mental trouble, with eyes blinded by the salt sea
waves that mixed with her bitter tears, Irene had not perceived the
faint grey light of dawn dispelling the thick darkness of the night. But
suddenly, all suddenly, the crest of the waves was illuminated
marvellously by a gleam of brightness that shot far and wide across the
water; the blank horizon glowed with light.
"And on the glimmering limit far withdrawn
God made Himself an awful rose of dawn."