Within one minute, the twilight and phosphoric lights appeared;
and in two or three more a delicious sensation of ease spread
through me--a cool comfort, before which all pain and distress
gave way, oozing out, as it were, at the soles of my feet. During
that hour, and almost the whole evening, I could no more help
exclaiming with pleasure than a person in torture crying out with
pain. I became hungry, and ate with relish for the first time for
five years. There was no heat, oppression, or sickness during the
_seance_, nor any disorder afterwards. During the whole evening,
instead of the lazy, hot ease of opiates, under which pain is felt
to lie in wait, I experienced something of the indescribable
sensations of health, which I had quite lost and forgotten.
Her dear friend during all the years that remained to her--Mr. Henry
G. Atkinson[12]--had just come into her life. His interest in her case
was enlisted by their mutual friend, Basil Montagu; and Mr. Atkinson
undertook to direct the mesmeric treatment by correspondence.
Margaret, the maid, continued the mesmerism till September, and then
Mr. Atkinson induced his friend Mrs. Montague Wynyard, the young widow
of a clergyman, to undertake the case. "In pure zeal and benevolence
this lady came to me, and has been with me ever since. When I found
myself able to repose on the knowledge and power (mental and moral) of
my mesmerist the last impediments to my progress were cleared away and
I improved accordingly."
[12] As this friendship had a profound influence upon
Harriet's after thought and work, some description of Mr.
Atkinson seems in place; and I need offer that gentleman no
apology for merely quoting what has appeared in print before
about him. Margaret Fuller wrote thus of him in a private
letter, in 1846:--
"Mr. Atkinson is a man about thirty, in the fullness of
his powers, tall and finely formed, with a head for
Leonardo to paint; mild and composed, but powerful and
sagacious; he does not think, but perceives and acts. He
is intimate with artists, having studied architecture
himself as a profession; but has some fortune on which he
lives. Sometimes stationary and acting in the affairs of
other men; sometimes wandering about the world and
learning; he seems bound by no tie, yet looks as if he
had relatives in every place."--_Memoirs of Margaret
Fuller_, by Emerson.