History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877
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But after a miserable jolt of fifteen miles, our nigger driver pointed
out the boat lying in a distant bend. "And dar de flag," said he with
a grin, "ober de starn," indicating a small red streak, which was "the
star-spangled banner, Oh, long may it wa-a-ve," etc. I confess to
embracing the staff when I got aboard, and realized that Jeff. Davis
himself couldn't take me away without a fight. But before they let us
go aboard there was a long and to us incomprehensible delay of nearly
two hours, during which we lay on the grass just above the landing and
watched the boat, the flag, and the blue uniforms, with longing eyes.
[We learned afterward that Captain Peacock, while strutting up and
down the wharf in full Confederate uniform, had been recognized by one
of the deck hands who had belonged to his former New York regiment.
The said deck hand pointed him out to a friend, with the remark,
"Look at his forehead, and you'll see traitor written there." This
being overheard by Mr. Peacock, he demanded an apology for the insult,
swearing that, if refused, he would march us all back to the Libby.
How they pacified him I don't know, but at the end of two hours he had
cooled off enough to let us go aboard. I was the first who received
permission to go, whereat I bounced on to my one foot and two
crutches, picked up my blanket, and charged down the hill. The rebel
sentry, who hadn't yet got his orders to pass us, charged bayonets on
me for an instant, but, on a sign from Peacock, shouldered arms again;
and the next moment I was embracing the flag-staff, as afore
mentioned. The Sanitary Commission received us with open arms and some
delicious milk-punch, and in a few minutes we were under full steam
out of rebeldom, Sergeant Holloway and I leaning on the guards,
watching the foam fly past, and singing, _sotto voce_,--"We're going
home, we're going home, we're going home to die no more!"
We were two days on board the flag-of-truce boat. The next cot to mine
was occupied by a man of a Massachusetts regiment, taken at the first
Bull Run. He was almost a skeleton, and the worst case of chills and
fever I ever saw. The second day being a shake day, he couldn't eat
his rations, and offered them to me. He said he thought he was dying.
"But," said he, "I don't complain now I've got out of hell, and I
shall live long enough to get back into God's country and die there,
which is all I've been praying for for months."]
_Monday._--Aboard the "Commodore," off Fortress Monroe, waiting for
orders, which have just come, for Washington. And here we are at
Washington, waiting orders again. When I find myself once more a free
man in Willard's Hotel, I shall turn down the leaf of my experiences
as prisoner of war to the rebels.