History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877
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field, and put me down among a groaning mass of wounded of both sides.
The men next me gave me water and a knapsack for my head, a man came
along with a canteen of whiskey and I got a drink. The moon rose full
over the trees, and the cannonade recommenced. I got a piece of the
wounded rebel's blanket next me over my shoulder, lay as near him as I
could; for, though the day had been blazing, the night mist and loss
of blood made me shiver; and I slept. Once I was waked by some one
attempting to pull off my seal ring; but he desisted when I pulled my
hand away, remarked, "A handsome ring," and went on. Very likely he
thought me dead, as my companion under the blanket was by that time.
Before daylight, the pain of my shattered bones brought me again to
consciousness. Somehow, I hated to see the sky begin to brighten,
knowing how soon the sun would blaze furiously down upon us. And yet I
didn't seem to realize the horrors of the position, but looked upon
myself as acting a part for which I had expected to be cast, and with
the stage business of which I was perfectly familiar; and all the
wounded took it more or less as a business matter. As the sun rose, I
gradually dragged myself under trees with the rest of the groaning
set, leaving those who had died to sleep it out. A rebel soldier
passed with two canteens on. "What will you sell me one of those
canteens for?" said I. "I'll give you a dollar." He laughed and was
passing on. "A gold dollar," said I. He stopped: "What, Yank! Have you
got a gold dollar?" "Yes," said I, "you go to the branch, fill the
canteen with fresh water, and here's the dollar." If he had been a
wretch, he might have taken it away and left me to die, for there was
no one else near except wounded; but, after considering a few minutes,
he went off to the stream, filled the canteen, brought it to me, took
the dollar, and left. And that canteen, I think, saved my life; for
soon the sun rose so that no more shade could be had. I tore up my
handkerchief, bound my wounds, and kept them moist, kept the canteen
under me and took little sips when my thirst became unbearable, and so
got through the day, making the water last until evening. By and by,
they began to pick up the wounded by threes and pairs, in ambulances.
When, however,--I should think about 3 P.M.,--there were about five or
six of us left, and I the only Yankee, a sudden rush of men through
the woods and stampede of wagons down the road, with an accompaniment
of "Yankees are coming!" swept every sound man away from us. Every
man that had legs used them at double quick. Then the prayers of the
wounded to the wagoners, as they flogged their teams past: "Oh, take
me away from here, help me into a wagon; for God's sake, don't leave
me to the Yankees!" One poor fellow, all of whose clothes had been
taken off by the surgeon engaged on his wounds, raised himself, stark
naked and covered with blood, against a tree, and implored every
teamster in turn to stop and take him in.