History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
History of the Second Massachusetts Regiment of Infantry: A prisoner's diary: A paper read at the officers' reunion in Boston, May 11, 1877
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In the morning, they sent me in an ambulance or "avalanche," as they
call it, to head-quarters. Thought at first I was going before Felix
or Stonewall himself; turned out to be General Hill. He came and
looked into the ambulance. "What regiment?" "Second Massachusetts."
"Let's see, Gordon's old regiment?" "Yes." "Best regiment in Banks'
army; cut all to pieces, though: I've been over the ground," and exit.
He ordered me sent to Orange Court House; countermanded, and they
dumped me out by a blacksmith's shop. A surgeon came along and ordered
me sent to Rapidan Station, on the box seat of an "avalanche"; and an
awful "avalanche" it was,--four men with legs and arms off inside. It
was eight miles over rocks and through rivers, and generally such a
drive of damnation as never entered into the heart of man to conceive.
Luckily, I kept my strength; but why the inside passengers didn't die
before we got half way is the marvel. "The lamentable chorus, the cry
of agony, the endless groan," as we bounced and jolted over corduroy
road and river bed, was an ill thing to hear. We arrived at the
railroad about dusk, just as I was calculating about how much longer
I could stand it without fainting, and they put us out on the grass
among those already arrived. The train came along after dark, and,
finding that I must shift for myself or be left in the field, I made
my painful way on hands and knees, among horses' feet and under the
awful "avalanche," to the platform, where, after a while, they picked
me up and put me aboard; turned seat back, put my foot up, and slept.
An interval of broken oblivion in the dark car, with occasional
wakings to a semi-consciousness of rumbling wheels, brakes, and once
familiar railroad sounds, mingled strangely with groans, cries,
stench, squalor, and misery. But, as the night was only a succession
of frightful dreams, I didn't undertake to decide which was reality,
but took the benefit of the doubt, which was a species of relief. But
with the gray dawn illusions vanished, and the miserable reality stood
out, bald and unmistakable. Where we were going, I didn't know; but
after a while the impression seemed to prevail that it wasn't
Richmond, but Staunton; and at about twelve we arrived here. The train
at once became a menagerie, wherein the Yankee wild beasts were
stirred up and stared at by the town. One citizen, I remember, was
turned out of the car by a rebel sergeant for insulting the prisoners.
They took us out at last, one or two rebs who had died in the night
being first served. Finally, about evening, they took the two Yankee
captains, in almost an upside-down position, with heads in straw and
feet in air, through the town to the hospital, women coming to the
windows with various expressions of countenance, pity being the
scarcest. I've often seen them look out to see soldiers pass, but
never expected to figure in this sort of a pageant for their
edification.