Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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That night Miriam roamed about her room from one to another of the
faintly patterned blue hangings. Again and again she faced each one of
them. For long she contemplated the drapery of the window space, the
strange forest-like confusion made in the faint pattern of tiny leaves
and flowers by the many soft folds, and turned from it for a distant
view of the draperies of the bed and the French wardrobe. Sitting down
by the fire at last she had them all in her mind’s eye. She was going to
be with them all night. If she stayed with them long enough she would
wake one day with red bronze hair and a pale face and thin white hands.
And by that time life would be all strange draperies and strange
inspiring food and mocking laughing people who floated about hiding a
great secret and servants who were in the plot, admiring and serving it
and despising as much as anybody the vulgar things outside.
Her black dress mocked at these thoughts and she looked about for her
luggage. Finding the Saratoga trunk behind the draperies of the French
wardrobe she extracted her striped flannelette dressing-gown and
presently sat down again with loosened hair. Entrenched in her familiar
old dressing-gown, she felt more completely the power of her
surroundings. Whatever should happen in this strange house she had sat
for one evening in possession of this room. It was added for ever to the
other things. And this one evening was more real than all the fifteen
months at Banbury Park. It was so far away from everything, trams and
people and noise--it was in the centre of beautiful exciting life;
perfectly still and secure. Creeping to the window she held back the
silk-corded rim of a curtain--a deep window-seat, a row of oblong
lattices with leaded diamond panes. One of the windows was hasped a few
inches open. No sound came in ... soft moist air and the smell of trees.
Nothing but woods all round, everywhere.
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