She was followed by two men in shabby tennis flannels with little hard
glazed tarpaulin hats who asked each other riddles. Their jerky broken
voices fell into cold space and echoed about the shabby pavilion. The
scattered audience sat silent and still, listening for the voices ...
cabmen wrangling in a gutter. The green scene stared stiffly--harsh
cardboard, thin harsh paint. The imagined scene moving and flowing in
front of it was going on somewhere out in the world. The muffled waves
sounded near and clear. The sunlight was dancing on them. When the men
had scrambled away and the applause had died down, the sound of the
waves brought dancing gliding figures across the stage, waving balancing
arms and unconscious feet gliding and dreaming. A man was standing in
the middle of the platform with a roll of music--bald-headed and grave
and important. The orchestra played the overture to “The Harbour Bar.”
But whilst he unrolled his music and cleared his throat his angry voice
filled the pavilion: “it’s all your own fault ... you get talking and
gossiping and filling yer head with a lot of nonsense ... now you
needn’t begin it all over again twisting and turning everything I say.”
And no sound in the room but the sound of eating. His singing was
pompous anger, appetite. Shame shone from his rim of hair. He was
ashamed, but did not know that he showed it.
4
They could always walk home along the smooth grey warm esplanade to tea
in an easy silence. The light blossoming from the horizon behind them
was enough. Everything ahead dreamed in it, at peace. Visitors were
streaming homewards along the parade lit like flowers. Along the edge of
the tide the town children were paddling and shouting. After tea they
would come out into the sheltering twilight at peace, and stroll up and
down until it was time to go to the flying performance of The
Pawnbroker’s Daughter.
5
They were late for tea and had it by themselves at a table in the window
of the little smoking-room looking out on the garden. Miss Meldrum
called cheerily down through the house to tell them when they came in.
They went into the little unknown room and the cook brought up a small
silver tea-pot and a bright cosy. Outside was the stretch of lawn where
the group had been taken in the morning a year ago. It had been a
seaside town lawn, shabby and brown, with the town behind it; unnoticed
because the fresh open sea and sky were waiting on the other side of the
house ... seaside town gardens were not gardens ... the small squares of
greenery were helpless against the bright sea ... and even against
shabby rooms, when the sun came into the rooms off the sea ...
sea-rooms.... The little smoking-room was screened by the shade of a
tree against whose solid trunk half of the French window was thrown
back.