Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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“Oh, _Boy_.” Sybil flung her arms tightly round her thin body and sat
grinning at her brother. Her old blue and white striped overall, her
sparse hair and the ugly large gap between her two large front teeth
seemed to set her apart from her surroundings. For a moment it seemed to
Miriam that the large quiet room looking through two high windows on to
a stretch of tree-shaded lawn, the cheerful little spread of delicate
white china at one end of the long table, the preserves and cakes, the
cress sandwiches and thin bread and butter were all there for her
appreciation alone, the children somehow profane and accidental, having
no right to be there. But they had been in these surroundings, the girl
for twelve the boy for eight years. They had never known anything else.
For years life had been for them just what it was to-day--breakfast in
bed, chirping at their mother from the dressing-rooms where they slept,
and scolding at Stokes as she waited on their toilet; jocularly and
impatiently learning lessons from little text-books for an hour or so in
the morning, spending their afternoons cantering about the commons and
along the sandy roadways with the groom; driving with their mother or
walking with the governess and every day coming in at the end of the
afternoon to this cosy, dainty grown-up tea, with their strange
untroubled brooding faces. They would grow up and be exactly like their
parents. They did not know anything about their fate. It was a kind of
prison. Perhaps they knew. Perhaps that was what they were always
brooding over. No, they did not mind. Their musings were tranquil. They
were waiting. They had silent conversations all the time. To be with
them after being so long with the straining, determined, secretly
ambitious children at Banbury Park was a great relief ... the way they
moved their heads and used their hands ... the boy’s hands were
wonderful, the palest fine brown silk, quick eloquent little claws,
promising understanding and support. Fine little hands and steady gentle
brown eyes.
“Bays.”
“_Bright_ bays.”
“Roans.”
“_Strawberry_ roans.”
“_Chestnuts._”
“_Chestnut_ bays.”
The children sat facing each other, each with clasped hands, and eyes
lit with dreams. Miriam listened. Bay, then, must be that curious liver
colour that was neither brown nor chestnut.
“Our ponies are bay,” said Sybil quickly, with flushed face. “Boy’s and
mine, the brougham and victoria horses are chestnut bays and we’ve got
two dogs, a whippet bitch, she’s in the stables now, and a Great Dane;
I’m going to have a Willoughby pug pup on my birthday.”
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