Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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Stokes, sullenly brooding, lighting Mr. Corrie’s fire without putting
back the register. What was it that made Stokes sullen and brooding so
that the accident had happened and the smoke had come? Stokes had seen
something, someone, like the fearful oncoming curving stare of the
smoke. Mrs. Corrie and Wiggerson did not brood like that. They laughed
and wept and snatched things out of danger. They had thin faces. Mrs.
Corrie was alone, like an aspen shaking its leaves in windless air. She
knew she was alone. Wiggerson ... Wiggerson was...? Making her toilet in
the spring sunset Miriam saw all that time Wiggerson’s tall body
hurtling about in her small pantry, quickly selecting and packing things
on a tray--her eyes glancing swiftly downwards as her foot caught, the
swift bending of her body, the rip, rip as she tore the braiding from
her skirt, her intent face as she threw it from her and swept sinuously
upright, her undisturbed hands once more at their swift work.
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What a strange photograph ... a woman in Grecian drapery seated on a
stonework chair with a small harp on her knees, one hand limply tweaking
the strings of her harp; her head thrown back, her eyes, hard and
bright, staring up into the sky, “Inspiration” printed in ink on the
white margin under the photograph. It was an Englishwoman, a large stiff
square body, a coil of carefully crimped hair and a curled fringe,
pretending. There were people who would say, “What a pretty photograph,”
and mean it ... the draperies and the attitude. How easy it was to take
people in, just by acting. Not the real people. There were real people.
Where were they? That horrid thing could get itself on to Mrs. Corrie’s
drawing-room table and sit there unbroken. All women were inspired in a
way. It was true enough. But it was a secret. Men ought not to be told.
They must find it out for themselves. To dress up and try to make it
something to attract somebody. She was not a woman, she was a _woman_
... oh, curse it all. But men liked actresses. They liked being fooled.