Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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It was quite a long letter--signed with a large “Bob” set crosswise. It
began by asking her advice about a wedding present for Harriett and
ended with the suggestion that she should meet him and help him to make
a suitable selection. It was written from the British Chess Club, to
her, because Bob Greville wanted to see her. Harriett’s wedding present
was only an excuse. She flung the envelope and the two sheets of
notepaper, spread loose, on her blue coverlet and smiled into her cup as
she finished her coffee. Old Bob did not know that he had clad her in
armour. He wanted to meet her alone. They two people were to meet and
talk, without any reason, because they wanted to. But what could she
have to say to anyone who thought that Mrs. Caudle’s Curtain Lectures,
even a nice edition bound in calf, or How to be Happy though Married,
suitable for a wedding present for Harriett, or for anybody? Still, they
might write to each other. It was right that letters, secret letters,
should be brought into her blue room in the morning with her breakfast.
She dropped out of bed smiling and sniffed at the roses she had worn the
day before, standing in a glass on her washstand, freshened, half faded,
half fresh, intoxicating as she bent over them. She dressed, without
drawing back her curtains, in the soft rose-blue light, singing Mrs.
Kronen’s song in an undertone.
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At eleven o’clock Mrs. Corrie swept into the schoolroom. Miriam looked
easily up at her from the dreamy thicket where she and the children had
spent their hour, united and content, speaking in undertones, getting
easily through books that had seemed tiresome and indifferent the day
before. She had felt the play of her mind on theirs and their steady
adult response. They had joined as conspirators in this mad contemptible
business of mastering the trick of the text-book, each dreaming the
while his own dream.
“You darlings,” cried Mrs. Corrie, “how sweet you all look!” They raised
drunken eyes and beamed drowsily at her. “Give them a holiday,” said
Mrs. Corrie, raising her hands over the table like a conductor about to
start an orchestra. “Give them a holiday--a picnic--and come and buy
hats!”
In a moment the room was in an uproar of capering figures. “Hats! A new
hat for Rollo! Heaps of cash! I’ve got heaps of cash!”
Miriam blinked from her thicket. This was anarchy; she felt herself
sliding. But they were so old. All so old and experienced. She so young,
by so far the youngest of the four.
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Mrs. Corrie sat back in the victoria, her face alight under the cream
lace veil she had twisted round her soft winter hat, and talked in quiet
clipped phrases: soft shouts. They were driving swiftly through the
fresh warmth of the April midday.