Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
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Time sped on, and they came to the second summer. Miss Gertrude Lawrence
was a belle now, and the great house was constantly filled with guests.
The Lawrence equipages were seen in every direction. Mrs. Minor was up
frequently, in grand state. The lawn was gay with croquet-parties, the
evenings were brilliant with lights and music: they had two elegant
garden-parties, when the grounds were illuminated with colored lanterns,
and the teas were festivals in themselves. Fred had brought home two
college chums, and for the first fortnight was deeply engrossed. Then,
too, the girls no longer nagged at him. He was developing into an
elegant young man, with due regard for the proprieties.
He did go to call on Jack one evening. It was a duty, a rather awkward
and embarrassing one, and he took to himself great credit in the point
of moral courage. He understood thoroughly now what Agatha had striven
so sedulously to explain, the difference in social station. He was not
likely in the future to make a blunder on that side, but it would not do
to turn the cold shoulder to Jack all at once. "A boy's will's the
wind's will," he repeated with much complacency, and it was but natural
that it should veer in other directions. Jack was a good enough fellow,
but no Sir Galahad or Sir any one now.
He was a little shocked at Mrs. Darcy in her mourning dress and widow's
cap. She was pale, and with the extreme delicacy so often pronounced
characteristic of American women. Grandmother sat in state and dignity,
rather resentful of what she termed in her secret heart Fred's neglect,
but a thing she would not have confessed openly if she had been put to
torture. And Jack?
Frederic De Woolfe Lawrence studied him with a critical eye. A great,
lumbering, inelegant fellow! Jack seemed to have grown out in every
direction, without being finished up in any. He was taken somewhat at a
disadvantage, too: somehow he fancied, if he had met Fred alone in a
stray walk, there would have been less formality.
They talked about college. Fred was doing well, for he was by nature a
student. Society's arts and airs would never entirely uproot that love.
He meant to distinguish himself, and have one of the prize essays. Jack
was rather grave and quiet, hard to get on with, Fred thought; and he
was relieved when the duty was ended, and he could go with a good grace.
Jack lingered on the porch, clinching his fingers, and listening to the
jaunty retreating footstep. There was something different in Fred's walk
even, a buoyancy as if he could override any little difficulties that
fate might have in store for him. Jack smiled grimly. Fortune had
showered every good gift upon him. He would go proudly, successfully,
through life. He would be praised and honored--and for what?