She was perilously near to weeping. She felt that if she did not escape
immediately she would break down in front of him, and that was the last
thing she desired to happen. But he would not let her go at once. He
detained her while he put further questions to her relative to Steele.
Had she made any arrangement to meet him again? That was a suspicion
which had jerked itself into his mind and would not be dislodged. He
was jealous of the man. It was jealousy which had lashed him to his
mood of unreasonable anger; it was jealousy which prompted him to ask
this question of her, though in his heart he did not believe her capable
of that.
"What do you take me for?" she demanded fiercely, and shook off his
detaining hand as if it stung her. "I am going away in order to avoid
meeting him. Oh! let me go. I can't stand any more to-night. If you
had been wise you would have kept silent and let me bury this thing in
the most secret place of my heart. There are things one ought not to
speak of."
"I have a right to your full confidence," he said.
"Ah!" she cried, and brushed a tear away. "If you only knew how much
you lose in insisting on your rights!"
With which she left him to his reflections, and went quickly from the
room.
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX.
It was strange that in this bitter crisis of her life the old home, from
which she had longed so impatiently to escape in the days of her
impulsive girlhood, should seem to Prudence a refuge from the distresses
which now overwhelmed her. She wanted to return to her childhood's
home, to her father, to the bedroom with its window facing south and the
roses lifting their heads to the sunlight below the sill. These
familiar pleasant things in their quiet beauty appealed to her
irresistibly. There was a suggestion of peace in the homely picture, of
escape from misunderstanding and worry and the near danger of a presence
which she feared to face.
Edward Morgan raised no objection to her going. Relations between
himself and his wife were so strained since his unusual outburst of
passion that he was relieved to be spared the awkwardness of daily
intercourse for a time. A brief separation might more readily effect a
reconciliation between them than the present hostile conditions of life
together promised. His attitude of cold courtesy towards her, her
silent aloofness, threatened to widen the distances irrevocably; and Mr
Morgan had no desire for an open breach. It was his intention to patch
up the quarrel. Prudence had not arrived at this stage. Her thought
was solely for the present. She realised the urgent need to get away,
to escape from Morningside, and from her husband and this life which had
grown so painful to her.