"I've been a fool, Prudence," he said. "A man is apt to forget the
value of even his dearest treasure, simply, I suppose, because of the
assurance given by possession; but when he is in danger of losing it he
discovers his need. My dear, I have been very unhappy."
He was seated beside her on the sofa, and he moved as he finished
speaking and put a hand upon hers, which rested on the seat beside her.
She twisted her hand round and clasped his warmly.
"Perhaps it was rather a good thing that I came away," she said, after a
moment's pause. "I was growing nervy. A woman with nerves is difficult
to live with. I have been thinking, and finding out things. It is
astonishing what a lot I've learned about myself just lately. I want to
do better."
"It's been my fault," he insisted. "I never made sufficient allowance
for your youth, dear. We'll try again--make a fresh start. We'll talk
things out together and not bottle up grievances. We have never talked
freely enough to one another."
"No," she said.
"I'm rather glad," he said presently, "that things came to a head. It
has opened up the way to a better understanding. You are the sort of
woman a man learns to rely upon. You're honest. When I recall the
things I said to you that night I am ashamed of myself."
"Never mind that now," she said quickly. "I don't want to think of
that. We agreed not to talk of that."
She got up suddenly and stood in front of him, looking down at him with
softened, smiling eyes.
"I want to ask a favour," she said, "and I feel that that isn't quite
honest just at the moment. It's like taking advantage of our talk.
That's so like a woman, isn't it?"
He sprang up from his seat and took her by the shoulders and kissed her.
"It's the most generous response you could make," he said--"to ask a
favour. It's a proof of your trust anyhow."
"It's something very big," she said, with her earnest eyes lifted to his
face. "If you are altogether against it I'll not insist."
"Tell me what it is," he said, manifestly surprised by the seriousness
of her manner, and entirely unsuspecting the nature of the request.
A faint increase of colour stole into her cheeks, but she kept her gaze
lifted to his.
"I have discovered a little child," she explained softly, "whom nobody
wants; and I want to mother him. I want to take him home with me."
"You've always wanted that," he said, and waited for further
enlightenment.
Briefly she confided to his scandalised ears the story of William's
illegitimate son, observing him closely while she unfolded the sordid
tale in simple direct language, making no appeal to sentiment, merely
relating the bald facts and leaving these to work their own effect. She
was not in the least surprised that he was too shocked on hearing the
story to feel any sympathy for the child in his deserted condition.
That side of the picture left him unmoved.